My Septic Savor

I'm a ... Monster

( don't play song just yet plz )
Sammy's pov
I woke up with sweat beading my body. Jack quickly sat up with me. " Sammy? ... Are you ... Ok? " he asked me. He sounded so exhausted. " Jack ... I-I'm fine. Just another nightmare. I'm so sorry I woke you up. " I was mad at myself for keeping him up. I knew he was tired but I still bothered him. I needed to leave. For his sake. I don't want Anti hurting him. I was fine if he hurt me but not my Jack. I will risk my life for Jack. " Sammy ... * yawn * it's ok. I understand how you feel. I used to get nightmares every night when I was a kid. " " Jack ... You still are a kid in my eyes! " we both laughed. We focused on the positive memories we had. And soon I was snuggled in Jack's chest asleep. But my powers will get stronger. Jack's channel. The more subs he gets the stronger my power. Soon I won't know how to control it and that's where Anti will strike. When I'm defenseless. No way to protect Jack. I can't let that happen. I wrote Jack a note. I couldn't bare to see him die. I would still keep in touch with him. I can't let him see the monster inside me. I left.

( play song above )

Ever since I could remember
Everything inside of me
Just wanted to fit in
Oh oh oh

I was never one for pretenders
Everything I tried to be
Just wouldn't settle in
Oh oh oh

If I told you what I was
Would you turn your back
On me

And if I seem dangerous
Would you be scared

I get the feeling just because
Everything I touch isn't
Dark enough
If this problem lies in me

I'm only a man
With a candle to guide me
I'm taking a stand to escape what's
Inside of me

A monster
A monster
I've turned in to a monster

A monster
A monster
And it keeps getting stronger

If I clear my conscience
Am I different from the rest
Do I have to run and hide
Oh oh oh

I never said that I wanted this
This burden came to me
And it's made its home inside
Oh oh oh

If I told you what I was
Would you turn your back
on me

And if I seem dangerous
Would you be scared

I get the feeling
Just because everything
I touch isn't dark enough
If this problem lies in me

I'm only a man with a candle
To guide me
I'm taking a stand
To escape what's
Inside of me

A monster
A monster
I've turned into a monster

A monster
A monster
And it keeps
Getting stronger

I started to cry. I just couldn't believe what I was doing. What I was doing to Jack. How he would look all over for me. To convince me to come back to him. I wanted so badly to go back but I couldn't bring up the courage to do it. I was scared. And now . . . Alone.