How Did We End Up Here?

Part 1

It is impossible not to know him. He is everywhere in the pages of the magazines, trending in the social media and girls wont stop uttering his name. Believe when I say he's a famous because he is. I sighed as I looked into his face in the social media. I wonder how he is. I wonder if he ever thinks about me.  I smiled bitterly. Impossible! Sa lahat ba naman na nag-gagandahan na babae na nakilala niya ay maalala niya pa ba ang ang babae noon na nag bebenta ng kakanin sa silid aralan. Ano lang ba ako sa milyong-milyon niyang taga-hanga? 

May kasabihan nga na "Behind every successful man there is a woman." Siguro asumera ako pero iki-claimed ko na, na ako ang babae na iyon. I was there for him when he's down, when he don't believe in himself, when we wanted to give up his dreams. I saw when he fell down and cried all night. I saw his pain and tears.  But you know I was his cheerleader.I was also there when we run out of money and ate in the street stall. When we're so broke in life. I never ever leave even if i come to the point that I will choose him over to my family but...He never do the same. 

I was left when his name known all over the world. What I'd realized that despite how you love the person, despite the sacrifice that you made time will come that he will leave. I believe that he does loved me before but not enough. Maybe we're not meant to be together. 

Napatingala ako sa itaas. It's been three years but why it feels like yesterday when I beg him not to leave me. When I selfishly beg him to choose me over to his career. Yes, ako iyong number one fan niya pero hindi ko naman akalain na aabot sa punto na ako din pala ang haters niya. Yes with "S" kasi hate na hate ko siya. Hindi ko din naman masisi ang sarili ko noon dahil siguro sobrang sikat niya na at dumadami kaming mga babae ang nahuhumaling sa kanya. Mga babae, sobrang dami niyang babae. I can take it, mga babae lang din naman sila eh. But you know when you feel insecure in the relationship, hindi na kasi ikaw iyong priority, hindi na ikaw, hindi na lang sa iyo umiikot ang buhay niya, siguro doon na nag bago ang lahat. He became distant to me and cold. 

Yes he become cold. Why not? After all he is Cold Kyron Farkham. Naman kasi eh, hindi ko pa napansin noon na nasa pangalan na niya ang hint ng magiging kapalaran namin. Cold, manlalamig siya sa akin at ang Far, lalayo siya sa akin. Natawa ako bigla. Ganuon talaga ang buhay, pinagtatagpo kayo pero hindi kayo para sa isa't-isa. 

"Miss Air nasa loob na daw ng kanya-kanyang suites ang mga Who's Bad!" Biglang pumasok sa office ang staff namin habang hindi mapaigilan ang sarili na mapatili. 

"Who's Bad ba kamo? Eh di si Cold iyon!" Wala sa sarili na saad ko. 

"Po?" Takang tanong ni Wena sa akin. 

"Ah! Nothing. I mean Cold, yes Cold is the part of the band. So nandyan na pala sila. Okay na ba lahat ng set up natin?" Tanong ko.

"Yes ma'am everything is under control. Shocks hindi na ako makapag hintay na servan sila." 

"Make sure na wala tayong magin problema huh. Please lang huwag kayong masyadong madistract dahil alam ko na gwapo sila at baka dahil doon ay mabulilyaso tayo. Focus muna tayo." 

"No worries Miss Air we can handle it."

"Okay sige na Wen at susunod na ako sa inyo." Napapikit ako ng makalabas si Wena. After three years makikita ko na siya, sila. I wonder what will be their reactions. Mamaya ko malalaman.

I worked as a Captain Server in the five star hotel. At sa hotel na pinagtatrabahuan ko sila naka check in ngayon. Kung minamalas ka nga naman oo. May concert kasi sila dito.

Air Mendez kaya mo ito!