Anagapesis

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Nothing lasts forever. Not people, not money, not love; nothing. Eventually everything and everyone on planet Earth will be completely demolished. Nothing will survive, and there's nothing we can do to prevent it. All of the memories will be forgotten. All of the wars we battled will be erased from history, because there will be no history. It will start from scratch, and all of it will disappear. Everything we've achieved and worked so hard for will cease to exist. Earth will start over like it does every millennium. I mean, I would know. I've lived through it before. In fact, I get reincarnated every time I die. It's like Earth can't let me go for some reason, and I haven't quite figured out why yet. Every time I am reborn, I am the same exact person as I was last time. I look the same every time. I'm born as a female every time. I have the same tone of voice every time. The only difference is the life experiences I receive, my feelings, my emotional states, and the family that brings me into their lives. Pretty much it's my entire life that changes, but it's my body that consistently continues being the same. Most of the time whatever family I end up with thinks I got switched at birth because I never resemble any of my relatives. The funny thing is, I'm the only one who knows. I know things. As a matter of fact, I know about all sorts of things that nobody else does. For example, I'm aware of reincarnation whereas nobody else is. I know a few other people that have been reborn as the same person, but aren't aware that they've lived before and find rebirth to be absurd and impossible. It's rather ironic, if you ask me. Nobody else remembers living before. Apparently, I'm the only person who does. Every time I mention the world ending everyone thinks I'm a nut case. I can't blame them because, well, they don't know what I do. I know that Earth starts over versus continuing on for eternity, like everyone else believes. I have yet to find another person who remembers being destroyed when the planet regenerated itself all of the times that it has. I know everything there is to know about the world and what happens to it. I try to tell people and warn them about it, but they never actually listen to what it is I have to say. Like I said before, everyone thinks I'm insane. With that being said, I haven't told anybody about it for the past few centuries. I've searched for souls that remember anything, yet I've come across a total of zero people. You'd think that a person like me would get sick of being the only one that knows this "secret" if you will, but I don't mind really. We all have our own secrets that nobody else knows about. This one is mine. Oh yeah, the name's Toby by the way. Well, it's actually Aurora Tobias Benin, but if you call me Aurora I'll crush your skull. My name has always been freaking Aurora when I get brought back, but my middle and last name changes each time. I like to mix things up every time, so I always go by my middle name instead. At school when people ask for my name I always switch Tobias and Aurora. Plus, Toby is a cute nickname I think. What would a nickname for Aurora even be? Sleeping beauty? Yeah, I think I'll pass. Anyway, I am currently a fifteen year old sophomore in high school, even though I've graduated way too many times. That's the only thing that sucks. I have to repeat school every lifetime. However, I have a new personality in each life which also brings different brain cells, so I get to take classes that I wasn't able to take the previous time around. New friends, new classes, new school, new teachers, new me. It's a running cycle. Wait I can't believe I almost forgot to mention this, but I always get born into a different state in the United States, so I'm constantly discovering new locations.