Serial Killing REVISED.
(Because my phone reset and now im writing it on wattpad. I decided instead of a being very factual based, I'll make it a story type thing. Don't worry, it still list facts.)
"Buzz!" I have awoken, the annoying alarm clock no longer letting me sleep in the warmth my covers provide. I feel Cold, However this is nothing knew, I always feel cold.
Serial Killers, how I enjoy their free life. No Mask, Holding them back. The brain of a Sociopath, let's take a tour.
The Urge.
Wanting to kill someone is crazy right? The urge to unleash release upon a random person, or perhaps someone you know.
My ideal victim would be anyone, no types no discrimination. However, their are enticing demographics that are easier to kill than others. The Urge to me, is the feeling of total psycho babble A term I made to describe a state of mind I go into. Don't worry, I'll dedicate a detailed page soon.
Having an urge : kill someone, is very similar to skipping a day of dieting, after a while of veggies and fruits. You start to crave the sweet candy, and tasty meat. Or perhaps a professional runner that's been on bed rest after an Injury, and the moment he can get released from the hospital all he wants to do is run.
People become addicted to what makes them feel good, basic human psychology. Killing releases emotions for the cold hearted sociopath.
Although an interesting quirk to the method of madness would be that, sociopaths can experience love. Or at least what we perceive love to be. An interesting lap dog theory I made shows love of a sociopath. In short, the monster is on a leash to their partner. They form their sentences, and movements before the partner interacts. Being as loyal as humanity possible, meanwhile never losing interest in their partner. However, like dogs they will obey their tamer. Taming a sociopath is like having a rottweiler, always ready to attack. Using this to an advantage, the beloved could easily become a serial killer.
Isn't their humanity inside you... real emotions and feelings? A question I get asked an annoying amount of times. In short I give the answer yes.
Let me elaborate.
Emotions are lowered, the effect me differently then normal people. The sensation of feeling happy is nice, but it isn't a need. I am one of the people on the world, that if we're not entertained then we are bored. I know both of these feelings well. Let me describe it to you, being bored is cold. It's lonely, emptiness consumes the body like falling down an abyss. Being entertained is light, it's warm like a bright summer day. But like summer days, the heat can get annoying if your used to the cold.
However their are exceptions to this rule, being entertained and happy aren't the same thing. I am entertained when something dies. But I do not feel sadness, it's a sense of freedom. Knowing one day that will be me, and I won't have to deal with this anymore. Then their is the infamous switch, I'm positive you know of it.
The emotion switch, is a state that causes the user to feel no emotions, their desire to do what they want to do. The switch allows euphoria, which is a great sensation if the switch is flipped. Like pop rocks on a child's tongue. Feelings react in the same way, being that feeling are caused by emotions and are the sensation that is left on the body. This flipping the switch can be known as removing the mask. The emotionles state can be switched on by the user, but it can last 5 minutes, to eternity. Depending on the comfort zone of the player. The switch is a marvelous mechanism, we can all agree on that. I was born with the innate ability to switch it off and on, some get it through training. Others it comes later on in life, because of an experience. The switch can make someone feel monstrous, being that they do not are for others, nor themselfs. Switching between human and a monster as they like to call it in the media.
"School, such a waste. My bed is without a a person's heat, it'll make my covers cold. One of the annoying things in life, waking up. If it wasn't for my dog, I would never wake up. Yes I have an attachment to him, but he's an asshole."
No particular type should be pursued. However don't go out of your capable range. Victims that follow these guidelines are easier to get away with.
Woman-
Age-(8-40) The minimum age "8" is the age children go outside adventuring and such. These children are easy targets. 50 being the highest due to the accessibility of the target. Breaking and entering gives to many clues for the D.A.
Skin Tone- Any will do no one is safe.
Body structure-
Small and petite, not wearing but not strong. Normal looking people, that can be easily bypassed in the streets. Someone who blends in with the crowd is most preferable. Introverts are prime people of interest, extroverts have to many connections. The less people that miss them the better.
Always do research on the targets, checking for a background of martial arts. Deaths in the family. Study then until you can make a detailed description of their everyday life. At the end of the day, we are all creatures of habit. If you don't believe me write 10 things that you didn't plan that you did that were different. In the last 3 days.
Congratulations proxys are your best friend, bounce your ip and use virtual box. The research you should do is heavy.
Removable parts
Remove
Teeth
Thumb
Hair
Face skin
These slow down the D.A. making it harder to find out whos the victim. No victem, n
My state of sanity currently is hanging by a mere thread, this state consumes my body until my mind concieves only dark pereception of thought. My thinking process, named psyco babble allows me to spew out my thoughts into a conjoin process. In fat m using it right now, the difference between normally writing and using psyco babble consist of : Faster reflects, Short term memory increase, Long term memory allocation running great.
I found that these are some of the few quaility the tamed version of psyco babble consit of. The untamed vesion spews out inconsistant psycotic thoughts. These thoughts manifest into actions, however my body does not allow me to act upon these actions.
Most serial killers want to be caught, annoying but true. A killer will often leave signatures as well as small clues. That can lead to their capture. The cops often pry on this fact, scavenging for clues.
Going the extra distance is completly worth it. Carrying a body up a hill, when highway and side streets would lead to the area throw the cops off. Why would a killer desert a body in a farm? Obviously they parked thier car on the highway. In a case of a serial killer, traviling the unlikey wrap is the safest.
Some killers like to signify thier domannce through Raping the corpse, if you feel so do it. Always wear a condom, needless to say, and always make sure theyre dead.
My current mood
Lust from the insanity, conjures unstable delicate thoughts, My mouth brings forth taste of blood. I want nothing nore than to kill a living creature, human or animal. The dark mother looming over me, whispering waning wondering thoughts of homicide. Self mutilation is also in my reach, but once a start The Ripper will come out. I will let no one see me in this state. I like having friends, I want to write about them. I have really nice friends, their we go that hit an emotional chord. It was relief i believe, but now its anger. This mood ive had it before, and it wont stop occuring. I believe this is why I dont expierence love. My body resets frendships after a certain point. Jaia whom relieved me of this curse, was erased when I broke. Its an annoying sensation to be spawned at the lower point. My face is heavy, but its becoming lighter as I type. I smiled, it was artificial... it was a smile. I want to cut myself from throat to foot and play with my blood. My body craves it, I want death. Not for myself, but for something. I should stop writing now.
