I rushed in to the kitchen after Hannah to help her with the hot chocolates, it also gave me a chance to talk to her ... alone, and for Lauryn and Kian to be alone for a bit too, I think this is pretty good, we are all getting something we want!
I watch Hannah as she put the kettle on and then she turns around and sees me, she smiles, I smile back, for a few seconds we just looked at each other not moving, there was a moment, Hannah looks down and blushes a little, I just smile more.
"so Hannah, I hear these hot chocolates of your are the best! got any secret ingredients?" I say, trying to get Hannah to look back up at me again
"well, I have a few tricks and secrets up my sleeve." she smiles at me and then turns round to get four cups. There is something about her that is so obvious, yet so hidden, I want to know what it is.
"oh, sorry, what do you want me to help you with??" I smile at her and wonder around the kitchen looking at possible ingredients.
"well, ermm, I don't really know, you could, I don't want to boss you about..." she is so sweet, and seems so innocent..
"it's fine, I want to help, anyway I don't think you are bossy, and I don't think I ever will!" I wink at her and flash her a cute smile, she looks at me with a confused look on her face, I don't even know what that meant so she wasn't going to, all of a sudden the kettle starts boiling and we both start to get the kettle at the same time, my hand is just above hers, our skin is touching but not like in the movies, she lets go and I smile at her, she smiles back but then she looks down. She is hiding something, but I don't know what, how do I find out what's bothering her? is it me??
I place the water into the cups and Hannah stirs each one (good team)
"who's is who's?" I ask quietly
"ermm, it doesn't matter, you pick which ever one you want." she says smiling, but then quickly turns around to get two cups, but I decide to stop her
"wait, Hannah there is something wrong and I don't know what it is but it is making me worry, and I am worrying because I really love you..." my voice trails off and we are now both just looking into each others eyes.....
okay, so haven't updated in a while! sorry, been very busy but yeah, here you go, I will probably update tomorrow? I don't know, you will have to wait and see, we bye! :) SMILE!!
