Souls

Little caterpillar

I'm ugly 

And a weakling

I'm hungry 

Everything I see is leaves

But below I see something

Something colorful

Leaves with colors

Red , Orange and yellow

I wish we can meet

I wish I was there smiling with it

But believe me

The only thing I can do was looking

But there's nothing I can do 

Nothing but to sat down

Waiting for me to be covered

Waiting for another chance to change

Wanting to make myself better

But how

How can an ugly,

weak,

and a fat

little caterpillar turns to beauty;

well I'm at the bottom of the food chain

I'm out of hope

I'm out of dreams

I want to know

Why;

Why did I end up with this

Now I'm waiting

Waiting and waiting

For the night to come

Until my skin turn brown

Until my eyes blind folded

Days past and I'm still waiting

I can't count the stars; I'm still blind

But I can hear the leaves dancing with each other

Creating beautiful melodies as they collide one by one

Making the world sing

Making me jealous on what they're doing

Depression comes

Sadness came

The light is gone

But It came back

My eyes. My once paled eyes

Sees the light

That creates harmony on my mind

My skin turns black

But there's something on my back

something big; something wide

Something thin ; something that I could use to fly

It's my wings

It's my colorful,beautiful wings

now I can sing

I can swing

In the wind

Now I can go

Into that flower

Now I can

smile with that beautiful flower