What Is Love

What is love?
Nobody really knows.
What does it feel like to fall in love?
You always feel happy, always smiling, always thinking about that one person 24/7, they always know how to make you happy when you're feeling down.
But how would I know you ask?
Because I fell in love with someone, or so I thought,

I told them how I felt,
but they said nothing,
I tried flirting,
they never noticed,
When I told them I was feeling down, they didn't really seem to care,
I tried helping them when they were in a bad place,
but they pushed me away,
I never gave up on them,
because they mean everything to me,

I said something to upset them,
we got in an argument,
They said things that hurt me,
I said something that made things worse,
I tried to apologize,
they snapped at me,
They never apologized for what they said,
I apologized even though I did nothing wrong,
We stopped talking,
I thought they hated me,

He asked her out,
she said yes,
He rubbed it in my face,
not realizing what he had just done,
Everyone turned on me,
because they all took his side,
They all had fun,
while i sat and watched,

My heart is broken,
I'm dead inside,
lonely,
broken,
because one little tiny thing set him off,
I made things worse,

She makes him happy,
I couldn't,
Everyone thinks they're the perfect couple,
they're perfect for each other,

He left me,
didn't even think twice about what he did to me,
He left me broken,
dead inside,
lonely,
He didn't care about me,
only her,

I put up a mask,
To hide my feelings,
Push all my emotions where they can never be found,
I am emotionless,
I hide all the pain,
they're all too blind to see,
My heart is shattered,
ripped to shreds,
I am broken,
wishing I could be fixed,

So What is love you ask?
Nothing.
Love is absolutely nothing.
It leaves you broken and dead inside,
So I give up on love,
I am not loved,
It's all a bunch of lies.

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Idk if this is considered poetry, but eh.
Feedback is appreciated!

Also I'd like to give a heads up, some of my poems and stuff will be depressing/triggering so don't leave hate because I warned you.

And also the cover for this poetry thing isn't mine, I can't remember where I found it.
All poetry is mine unless I say.

~Penguin Queen