Lost in my Own Head

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I slid behind the door slowly plunging head deep in my thoughts. My chest heaved and gasped for air while my heart raced a million miles an hour.
    Tears streamed down my face like a waterfall as I tried to pull myself together. But that's just the problem; how are you supposed act like everything's fine when you see everyone swimming while your drowning. I pulled out my phone from my pocket and went on YouTube.
    YouTube was always there for me when I was melancholy. They brought a smile to my face even when I had an episode. After watching what I am pretty sure was about a whole channel's worth of videos I drifted to sleep; where I was about to continuously live my nightmare. Because in my dreams I don't rest, I live my nightmares in the real word and in my dream state.
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Photo creds for the chappy:
                      Yours truly

I have a question: Should I have this character meet a Youtuber or simply meet someone in college? Thanks for Reading!
        

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