Addy Poison Apple (Book 1) {COMPLETE}

My Crush 4

The weekend was so stressful, I mean it was kind of horrible I had to write so many songs it took forever, but after staying up all Saturday night and writing all 15 songs I actually got a love song out of it, it was the first love song I ever wrote in my life, and Sunday morning after a large strong coffee I recorded it, the song was called "Love Poison" Oh wait I actually wrote 2 love songs because the other one was called. "Love Is A Bitch" and here's the best part on, Monday I got to skip school just to record two of my music videos, then Tuesday morning at school it was different, people looked at me for the first time in a while as if I was am actual pop star, also I dyed my hair again, from pink to a darker pink and I got a nose-ring. As soon as it was lunch I sat exactly were I sat the whole time last week, Julie also re-dyed her hair from black to bleach blonde, I noticed as I sat in front of Stephanie. "So, spill, who is it?" Healiy asked as soon as I sat down. "Who's what?" I was so confused as she sighed. "Your crush stupid." She replied. "Oh...... n-no one." I laughed. "Liar." Logan said sitting down next to Stephanie. "Oh, alright I have a crush, but I'm not telling you who it is." I explained trying not to look at Logan. "Oh, come on?" Stephanie begged. "Can we at least guess your crush?" Logan asked. "Knock yourself out." Logan was sort of my crush in a way, so this was going to be funny. "Jack Stefano, the best guitar player in the school?" He asked. "Ew...... he also has the worst accent in the entire School." I made a grossed out face at the thought of me liking Jack Stefano. "You judging a book by it's cover?" He asked smiling. "Yes and his book has the name ugly written all over it." I stated. "Hey now he's a really nice guy." Healiy chimed in. "Ohhhh you like him don't you?" Julie asked. "Exactly, I was thinking about asking him to the dance." She explained looking down blushing. "Dance?" I looked at her confused, then Logan chimed in. "Yeah, there's a girl ask boy dance coming up in a couple months." "Hmm... you know what you'll find out who my crush is at the dance I'll ask him to go to the dance with me." I said. "But that's so far away." Stephanie pointed out. "Then I guess your just going to have to wait. Change of subject, Logan we're hanging out tonight right?" I asked. "Of course." He answered rolling his eyes.

Me and Logan hung out for a while, and after a few months we got really used to each other, and I really wanted to tell him that I liked him but I was scared to at first, but we were friends really good friends now and my manager of course kept asking me, am I ever going to tell him I like him, it was so complicated I couldn't tell him and I shouldn't have even liked him in the first place, I was a danger to him I wish I could tell him that but h-he just wouldn't get it. You see I'm not what you would call normal I could kill people just by kissing them it's the worst thing ever, they call my "Family" the Poison Apples that's why my last name is Apple and my middle name is Poison, that's why my stage name is Poison Apple, our names supposedly change if we kill someone we become what they call a Killer Apple, that's why I ran away from my mother she killed my father, and now I was falling in love with a human and I just... I don't want to hurt him. He was like more than a friend he was like family, and now I loved him, he was like...... I just don't know, he's important to me and if I lost him I just I don't know what I do.