Soulmate

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Over the next few years troye found himself in a few bad situations which eventually led him to a few more and so on and so on. Even when he found himself behind bars he never stopped writing on his arms, being in prison however made him quite moody-one day he could be writing "it will get better, dont worry" the next he found himself writing "fuck this... No one cares about me" finding messages like these made Connor very upset and he found himself one day writing back to the message. "I care-it will get better, keep fighting" he wrote, he didn't know why he did it but afterwards it made him feel at peace. When troye saw the note he couldn't help but be ecstatic! Had someone received his message? The excitement soon dissipated as he found himself depressed and alone once again in the cold dark cells.The once happy drawings turned into thick black writings of his emotions put into depressing song lyrics. Seeing these strange notes made him feel a strong connection he couldn't understand. At one point, Connor found himself trying to peel off the layer of skin over his forearm so he wouldn't have to see the strange notes. The curiosity and mystery was to the point he couldn't take it. He went to a doctor and was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder. Schizoaffective disorder is a combination of extreme bipolar depression and mild schizophrenia. Connor constantly found himself sinking into alcoholism for comfort. Troye found himself in a deep depression as well. *trigger warning* it got so bad that his cuts went completely up the sides of his arms. His long sleeves we the only things that hid the deep lines until one day the prison guard noticed, and due to the severity of his cut marks he was immediately sent to the LA mental illness institute.