Ride Or Die ( Finish )

Deshawn

Deshawn P.O.V

I woke up and sat on the bed. I picked up my tooth brush and went to the bathroom. I rubbed my eyes and put the toothpaste on my toothbrush. I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I went downstairs and picked up all the snack wrappers from lastnight. I went in my brother room.

" Shawn get up we got to clean uo before mom come " I said opening his door

I seen a girl with a short haircut with blonde in her hair.

" Tell that bitch get out and lets go" I said

He got up and walked to the other side of the bed.

" Daja get up " he said

He took the sheets off her. This bitch was in a 3 year relationship but still hoeing around.

" Why I got to leave ? " she said sleepy

" Bitch get up before I tell your man you fucked me" Shawn said

She got out the bed and tried to go to the bathroom.

" Um what you doing ?! " I said blocking the bathroom door

" Washing up. " she said

" Nah, get out. Let your boyfriend see all that nut on your face. " I said turning her towards the stairs

" Are you serious ?! " she said

" Yes ! Now bye ! " I slammed the door in front of her face

Shawn came downstairs. He was rubbing his eyes. I went in the livingroom and washed the dishes. Shawn was sweeping the floor.

" You going to tell Emily ? " he said

" Tell her what ? "

" How Daja kissed you and felt you up nigga " he said putting the dirt in the garbage from the shovel.

I put the last dish in the dish rack. I wiped off the counter.

" Yeah. But not today. I just got home from jail. I aint looking forward for no fight right now " I said picking up the mop

" Well if you not looking for a fight then don't tell her at all " Shawn said sitting down

" I can't do that. Nigga you know how I feel about this girl. I will tell her but not right now."

Shawn looked at me and turned his head to the tv. I just don't want a fight to happen. Everything in my life was happening really fast. I went in my room. I picked up my phone and checked my messages. There was none from Emily which was odd because she usually text me in the morning to wake me up.  

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My mom came home and saw the house spotless.

" Boys I'm home ! " she said

" Yeah we can hear that" Shawn said

I walked downstairs and helped my mom with her suitcase. I kissed her cheek. I brought the suitcase upstairs and put it in the corner. I went back downstairs and sat down in the kitchen.

" How was your vacation ? " I asked

" Yeah did you bring back souvenirs ? " Shawn said hold out his hands

" My vacation was lovely. Thanks for asking Deshawn and boy if you don't out my face Shawn " she said  

Shawn laughed " You know I love you"

" How you guys been ? " she said taking off her shoes

Shawn and I looked at each other. There was a lot that went on kinda.

" Well, everything was good. " I said

" What you mean by 'well' " she said

" I got locked up for like 4 months. It was supposed to be 6 but they let me out early. Remember Emily ? Yeah I love her and you know I don't love any girl. I also took her virginity and the other day... well yesterday some fucking hoe kissed me and felt me up." I said

" First off, watch your fucking language in my house. You not grown and second locked up again ?! and Third you dont know nothing about love ! " She said in her serious voice

" Sorry and yes again and I do ! " I said getting up

She walked around the table.

" So that means you missed so much months out if school and this year is your senior year and you have yet to do anything with you life. You need to get your act together. Stop selling drugs ! Do you want to end up like your father ?! " she yelled

" I did what I needed to do to help provide for this family. I have to hustle. And don't ever bring uo my father. I will never be like that worthless motherfucker ! " I yelled

" Watch your fucking mouth in my house. Four years you got locked up for stabbing some man for 20 dollars. At the age of 14 you did that. You are 18 you need to start acting like a mature adult. And being an adult don't mean selling drugs. " she screamed

Tears rolled down her face.

" That was a mistake. We need money. I was trying to help and I am. The money I make from selling drugs are the ones that pay the light bill and gas bill. " I said.

" And that girl Emily. You took her virginity ? Thats a lot to take on. She will be attached to you. " she said wiping her tears

" Yes I know. I love her." I said sitting down

" You dont know what love is." she said walking up the stairs

I went in my room and slammed the door.