*Sighs*... How am I suppose to deal.? Each road leads to a Hell I don't want to deal with. That's life right.? Being here... Is it really worth the internal battle.? If so, let me know. I cannot..
I look at my shaking hands as I sob uncontrollably. Why me? What did I do wrong? *Thu-Thuu-Thuu* I look up with salt water streaming like a waterfall from my eyes. I start to panic. They're gonna yell at me! I get up and run to my closet and lock the door. I hide behind the clothing in my closet. I cover my ears and shut my eyes tight...
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My family. They're at it again...
They always fight. They always yell. They just don't know... They created this mess. They created me... Created a broken, emotional monster...
I open my eyes slightly and uncover my ears. I look up still feeling scared. I'm not sure if I can get up. I'm not sure if they stopped. I kind of don't want to find out. *Vibbbb* My phone vibrates. I look at it. It read: *Where are you? You know it'll be okay. I love you. If your family hurt you, I swear on my name I'll get them. Please be okay. You stop texting me after awhile. I want to protect you.* A tear rolled down my cheek. My boyfriend so sweet. I'm so grateful for him. My life sucks.... He want to be here. Just why though?
I stepped out my closet, walking up to my full length mirror. I let my fingertips touch it's cold surface... I know what's next. I open my world. You see, after my grandmother died, I've been granted a power. An unspeakable power that allows me to escape.
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It's kind of dark here. It's only dark when bad things happen, like now. I have to slip away... Remember happier times... Oh what to remember... What to become of me... Should I return...?
I walk in my world for what seems like eternity. I stopped... I started to feel on my chest.. My heart.. I remembered...
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What's inside. My heart. Happiness can be achieved. Grandma said did deep within. Never let go. Let it show. Stop concealing. Let love flow. Stop hiding. Let your world be yours. Don't let anyone take it from you. Never let it happen. Ne-Nev-Never...
*Gasps for air*
My eyes open. "What happened..? Where am I?" I'm immediately knocked out of my thoughts by a hug. Oh. It's my boyfriend. I look around... The hospital.! Oh my lord Jesus.!! What? I scream, "What happen.? What's going on.? Where's my room.??" He laughs... Nervously I might add. "You're fine. We found you in bad shape. We had to make sure you're okay" he said. I paused... What.? I was in my world.. Should I tell him about my world...? Nahh. I might sound like I'm insane. I sigh and look at my feet. My parents will yell at me later. I just know it...
