I don't know how to think or feel, how to simply be.
Love and laughter seemed to spread amongst others- not me.
Why is it so hard to be a simple human being?
Did something go amiss, is something wrong with me?
I just want to be loved and live a happy life.
But I can't, I don't feel those things, I'd be a terrible wife.
At least this is what others say, what I've come to know.
I think instead of trying I'll just go.