Purdy's perfect woman

I cant live with myself

A year after Ashley and Venna got married

VENNA'S POV

It's late....Ashley still isn't home.....he went out drinking with some friends I've never met....it's not that I don't trust my husband because if I didn't I wouldn't have married him....it's not that I think he'd cheat because I know he wouldn't...it's....it's something that one of his 'FRIENDS' did.....the whole time they were here I was getting a creepy vibe from him....then just as they were leaving....he pretended to go for a hug and grabbed my Brest...Ashley didn't notice it, so I didn't bring it up...I felt....too ashamed to bring it up....even though he forced himself upon me and his hand on my Brest repulsed me, the feeling that I had betrayed Ashley by allowing his friends vile hand to grope me was like a dagger to my heart. It is now two A.M and I have finally slowed my sobs to a gentle weep. I have decided to write what I couldn't say in a note for him to read when he sobered up tomorrow. I took my notepad and pen and scribbled out the words...

Ashley, I'm sorry I didn't bring this up earlier
but one of your friends grabbed my tit as
you guys were leaving,
It was against my will, I swear to you, I did not
Want him touching me!, please believe me,
Please Ashley, I love only you, no one else!
Although I am sure you will forgive me,
I just can't live with myself for letting
Him do that to me, I should have
Pushed him away and told you
What he had done but I let it happen!
Please believe me when I say I hated
Every millisecond of it, I'd hate for
You to think I enjoyed it when I didn't,
Always remember I love you, but I
Just can't go on knowing that I've
Hurt you, the one man who kept me
From the dark,
I love you
I'm sorry Ashley
Venna.P

I left the note on the table, put my coat and boots on and left. I walked on blankly and blindly in my own world of sorrow and hurt until I came to a high bridge over water. This is it...I can't go on knowing I've hurt him. "I'm sorry Ashley....I love you.....so...so....so...much..." I sobbed getting ready to let myself fall to my watery grave. I climb the railing and sit on it with my legs dangling over the edge. Finally I give myself a gentle push and fall into the deep water below....

Ashley's POV
I was in the bar with my boys laughing and joking when James turned the conversation to my crazy hot wife. Fuck, just the thought of Venna has my dick and heart aching to be with her again. I realise that I must have zoned out and turn my attention back to the chatter of the guys after James nudges me. I didn't really want James around Venna because me and him have the same taste in beautiful women, before Venna we often sent a girl or two the others way after fucking them senseless, however, with him he always had a thing for taking it too far, Andy very nearly knocked him on his ass on more occasions than one for trying to get into Juliet's pants even though he knew they were together. The look on Venna's face as he went in for a hug was not lost on me...I catch eye contact with him and put my drink down anger boiling within me at the thought that springs to mind "did you touch Venna before we left?" I question.

His laughter stops and all humour drains from his face. "What?" He replies as though he didn't hear me. "DID YOU. TOUCH. MY WIFE! DID I FUCKING STUTTER!" I shout silencing the bar. He laughs awkwardly "ash....come on man...we're old friends....it's not like we haven't shared a woman before...it was a little grope....come on...it wasn't that ba-" he never got to finish his sentence before I shove my fist into his teeth and keep punching till I had him pinned to the floor and five security men drag me off him. I pulled free of them and pointed down at him "DONT YOU EVER COME NEAR ME AND VENNA AGAIN!....or I WILL kill you!" With that I rush to my Harley and speed off back home to comfort my baby.

When I get home however I can't find Venna anywhere...then I find her note "shit!...." I whisper before dropping the note and running out of the apartment. I run next door to the twins and throw myself against the door, punching it, kicking it, screaming and trying to make as much noise as I can to get them to open up. When they finally open up I tell them about Venna, ask them to help find her and take off running before I can get a response. I search all over town but can't seem to find her anywhere. Finally I get a call from the twins "ASH GET THAT PURDY LITTLE ASS UP HERE...SHES ON THE BRIDGE...WE THINK SHE MIGHT JUMP!!!" Is all I hear them scream before I hang up and take off in the direction of the bridge. I just get to the bridge to see her push herself off. "NO VENNAAAA!!!!!!" I scream out and throw myself down the muddy ditch that leads to the bank of the river. I dive in and swim towards her, I grab her and pull her onto to the bank. After moments of watching her still body not breath she chokes up a watery gasp and opens her eyes. I sigh in relief and grab her into a tight hug "I'm so sorry baby" I whisper "I won't ever let him near you again. I'm such a douche I'm so sorry baby. I know you didn't want him to touch you it's not your fault." She clings to me tightly and sobs.