I can't take this anymore,i can't take HIM anymore,the beatings that i would get daily from him,the times that he would in from a drunken nights out an beat me again.Like it was nothing to him.He takes advantage off me just because mum is not around anymore.I don't want to be here anymore.i have nobody that i can talk to.The bruises that i have on my face,the burns that i have on my arms.
I just suffered another beating.Tears rolling down my face,while clutching on to my stomach,right where he kicked me time after time.I don't want to be here,i don't want to be here in this world anymore.
Thats when it clicked to me,the cliff that i would go to when i was young,hardly many people knew of it so this is the perfect place to go and see my mum in heaven.
I grabbed my white converse,and tried to get out the house without my drunken step-dad shouting at me once again.
"Oiiiiiiii,where do you think you are going?"He spat at me. "going to see mum at the cemetery,is that a problem?"i spat back at him."Well actually that is a problem,now why don't you forget about your stupid mum." I stood there in shock "NEVER call my mum stupid your just an drunken old man with no life so decides to beat me!"I shouted back at him,he has gone to far this time.
By this time he had gotten from the sofa and stuttered towards me an slapped me straight in the face"I WISH YOU WOULD GO AND DIE WITH YOUR MUM!"while he was still drinking he's 13th beer,i stepped back away from him,and trod on something that shattered,oh great,i peered down to see a Vodka bottle lying on the floor,No wonder"SEE WHAT YOU DID NOW"he shouted while slapping me again,without saying a word i ran,straight down to the cliff,my vision was blurry from the tears building up in my eyes.
I turned at the end of my street to see the cliff in my view when i reached the cliff i saw a boy,around my age with blonde hair,he just gave me a cute smile but then a confused look as soon as he saw tears rolling down my face.
i started climbing to the top of the cliff my hands bleeding from the second i gripped onto the rocks but i didn't care anymore I've been in worse pain.
I reached the top and sat at the end of the cliff.I smiled at the thoughts of the good times i had with my mum,i just miss her so much."mum,i know you are probably not listening and think I'm stupid for making this decision. but i cant do this anymore,i cant live my life getting beaten everyday,coming home to a drunken step father who ENJOYS to beat me,i have nobody.i just wish you was here.to fix everything.but your not,I'm doing this because i want to see you in heaven.i promise ill see you later.Love you with all my heart." i took a deep breath and stood up,taking a step forward onto the edge of the cliff."you made me do this dad,you wish has come true congratulations."
"WAIT"that made me jump...i turned around to see the blonde guy i saw earlier ,and it was Niall Horan out of One Direction,how did i not know this before!but I'm gonna keep cool anyway.
"please don't do this"his Irish accent made me smile but it soon faded.
"look I'm not being horrible,but you don't know me,or why I'm doing this so please would you leave me to do what i want to do?please Niall"
"No,I'm not leaving,just please step away from the edge"
i sighed and sat down on the edge "i just really wish i could start everything over again..."
A smile soon appeared on his face,he didn't reply so i just looked across the sea that was by the cliffs.
"look you really don't have to listen to me goi-"
i got cut off by an angelic voice singing
"if your pretending from the start,like this with a tight grip,then my kiss can mend your broken heart,i might miss everything you said to me,an i can lend your broken parts that might fit,like this and i will give you all my heart,so we can start it all over again"
"i wish..."i sighed
"you always can..."he softly said as he walked and sat next to me.
"how?when i have nobody there for me,my dad beats me daily i cant just walk away he will find me and hurt me more and i jus- i just cant do it anymore"i started crying and this time hard,because i finally said how i feel to someone who would actually reply and help me,i hope.
"hey,its alright everything will get better in time."he replied.
"No Niall,it wont get better the beatings i get daily,the burns i get off him,nothing will get better,he's not gonna stop!"my voice cracking while tears still rolling down my cheeks.
"how about you come back to my house for a while,work out what to do.and see what happens after that."His voice was so angelic and smooth making me feel a lot better already.
"id love to,but if I'm out for a while,then i go back home and i will get worse beatings than normal."thoughts running through my mind,off what he would do to me.over and over again....
"No he wont,i wont let him,i promise ill protect you"he softly said
"but you hardly no me,Niall"i replied
"so?i can see your in pain,i can see you are broken,and i want to change that,please?"He begged.
"okay,ill come,thank you so much"i hugged him tight.
I had faith for once,that he would protect me from my step-dad,its like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders already.even though i hardly know him.
"no problem,love"i smiled for once in a while.'everything gonna get better'i repeated in my mind.
