Ziall One-Shot AU

Ziall One-Shot

3/5/13

~Nialls POV~

Sometimes, when you hear the word 'bully', you shiver and say "Luckily, no one bullies me" but if you are bullied, you have to stand up quickly, before they "target" you for like, forever. That happened to me...

See, i'm bi, and get bullied because of this...by my ex-best friend, Zayn Malik, who i had a massive crush on. i mean, who couldn't fall for the pakistani boy? His eyes, his smile, his hair, his body...the only thing i'm worried about is that, my- and his- friends' Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson, are together..but he never bullies them...he bullies me only. Like, i'm the problem here.

My mother accepted me, but because i'm gay, my dad left us, with Greg...well, he accept me too, but dad took him, because he is not "a fag" like I am. He has a girlfriend, and they are happy together..

My mum, haven't see the bruises, neither anyone else. Zayn always, corner me in the toilets, because that's where no one goes, from the "screams". They say that it's haunted...

I scoff..what they don't know, it's that it's my screams, when Zayn hits and kicks me...

Right now, i'm thinking all of this because, i'm laying on the floor, and the familiar pain on my stomach hits me again...I scream one more time before i hear a laugh..but humor-less. I open my eyes tiredly(if that's a word:p) a little and see those hazel-brown eyes, that i fell for, 2 years ago. Yeah..i'm pathetic aren't i? In love with my bully, who 1st.is homophobic, and 2nd.HATES ME.

"What Horan? Why can't you fight back?It's getting pretty boring ya know?" he said and i scoffed..

"Maybe thats the reason" i said and groaned from the pain right through my bones..i think i broke a rib...

"No.." he said skeptically, and looked at me, deep in thoughts... "Hmm.." he said and i raised my eye-brow. Really now? I thought these things only happen in movies or in the books...you know...the bully at first stops to hit you, then helps you, pity you and stuff...or when the "jogs" bet one another, to make a girl fall for them, and then break her heart...

A 'strong' pain on my nose..and i screamed helplessly..

"Yeap, that's better" he smirked and left me laying on the floor, with blood in my face..ι feel like shit...

I crawled to the sink, and i see myself in the mirror. No wonder no one likes me. Everyone sees me as a disease, and everyone is disgusted be me, while Louis and Harry can kiss and make-out even in the front yard, and no one tells them a thing...i just sit down, doing nothing and everyone glares at me..why?What did i do wrong?

I just can't understand that, it's so frustrating...i think my head will explode, i feel dizzy and after that nothing...complete dark..

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I hear a bell ring like crazy, as i sat up..God what happened?, my head's spinning around ouch..What time is it? 

13:50? Great...i'll leave now, i don't have anything else to do here, αnd i don't think anyone will care...i give up..ι'm just so unwanted by everyone, my mother can't see the scars, the bruises and the cuts. She can't see i'm depressed. She is always out with her friends, and drink tea and coffee, or at work.The worst thing is that, Zayn's parents are always in trips, their jobs requires it, and my mum offered to help them, and he lives with us now, for a little while..he beats me up, at me house too..i sigh..i can never find peace...I walk and walk and walk and walk, until my feet hurt, and i walk a little more. 

I was walking for like 2 hours or so, and i was exhausted...i saw a bridge from afar and run to it. I sat up on the left edge and looked down. It's a river and right under me, are rocks...i sigh...