Ziall One-Shot AU

Part 2

So this is part 2:) I hope you like it:3 and because there was only one comment that decided the fate of this, i decided to write it now that i have time(i'm secretely with my phone and don't know how good, or long it'd be..sorry for any mistakes)..

oh, and btw, i changed a little the end, so it's a happy-not so dead/sad reunion-ending lol..xx

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~Zayn's POV~

So i'm here again. In front of Niall's grave, after 7 years of misery. I sigh deeply..wow...7 years passed, and i'm still in love with you Niall, i just can't take you out of my mind..

"Don't worry Zayn it's ok.." i hear him say..yeah of course it's ok for him, he is a ghost..or..well..or i'm just delusional, but i don't care..i see him, and talk to him, i can even touch him..everything started when he died...after a few months, after a few cuts and pills, after a few weeks in a mental hospital, i started seeing him..when i got out, i started living in a hotel, where Liam-a friend of mine- owns. For free, of course, he takes care of me, he knows what i've been throught, and thinks Niall-the Niall i talk to right now-is just a delusion, and will go away after some time, so he takes me to Niall's grave, every sunday morning. No one's here, because this semetary, is scary these times because everyone believes that ghosts are real, and hear voices..

"they mustn't know that is just me-"

"and me"

"yeah and you too Niall...When can i touch you again?Frown? Why?"

"Because the last time you really touched me, was before..you know..and i don't think i trust you yet.."

"what? Why? why can't you trust me after 7 years Niall? Please trust me, i love you so much, just please give me a chance.."

" i don't know..i've loved you so much, and you hurt me so much..i just..i'm just not sure.." "

but why? You know i love you too-"

"yeah but-"

"no buts Niall..I'm tired of my life please just..if you don't give me another chance, i'm going to kill myself!! For real, and i'm sure i'm going to succeed this time..please..i love you so much.."

"Ugh, i know Zayn is just that..i can't...i just...just please, don't do anything stupid please!!"i don't want to hear anything else..

I'm going to do it Niall..you know why? Because i want to be with you!!I don't care about anyone anymore, that's my life..i don't even care about myself..."

I went straight into my hotel room, more like motel room, and took the razor out of my bag..

"zayn please don't do this" i hear Niall whisper but i don't listen to him. I look at myself in the mirror and see, the faint figure behind me. Niall...i sigh...

That's it....the end..of my life..

(at first i thought "ok, this is the end of the one-shot but then i got an idea:P)

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"Why Zaynie? why'd you do it?You know i love you..Why'd you end your life for me?" he asked as he approached me..here it's really bright...like, a white blank canvas, waiting to be painted..but i couldn't quiet concetrate there, because my angel is here, right in front of me..i smile..

"Because i love you too and it was worth a million times to do it again and again because now i can be with you.." i said as his eyes had this, blue-grey-ish spark into them, that made your knees go week..

"But wasn't that painful?To take your own life?"  he asked my as i wrapped my arms around his waist, and he placed his head on my shoulder...i chuckled...

"Well..it wasn't that bad, i guess now, i'm more alive than, when i was really alive you know what they say 'sometimes you think you live even if you do nothing, but all you do is just exist.' I guess i just existed, what i had wasn't life. It was pure torture, i couldn't hug you" i whispered while i felt his breath tickling my neck, and we were so close now...his eyes really make me feel alive even if i'm not really..."I couldn't touch you" i said and stroke his cheek with my right hand while the other was gripping tightly his waist and brought his face even closer to me. Our eyes were locked, and i believe, that well.heaven it's in his eyes, and not where we are(see what i did here? hehe:p)..he really is amazing..."I couldn't kiss you" i whispered as our lips locked. It's not like these kisses they say, about sparks, and fireworks, but it's..i just can't explain it..it's..amazing..simple and amazing..so much love in a kiss..my eyes fluttered closed the moment our lips touched but i wish i could resist the erge to open'em just to see his face...

I wish we could be like this forever and Always...

oh..wait...

~THE END~

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"Hey babe" i said and hugged my husband from behind. Well, as you all know, i'm Zayn, and my lovable husband is Niall James Malik. We are married for 5 years, and i just published my 3rd book, which is dedicated to him. "Forever and Always", and you just read it..It's not like i'm not famous, because i am in fact. 

"You finished your 3rd book, you are still 30 years old, and you are one of the most famous writers today, and we still live a normal life..." he smiled as he plopped onto our bed.."I still, couldn't believe at first that you made it..." he said and i just kissed his forhead and hugged him tightly..

"I just wrote, what would happen, if i didn't came looking for you, after what i did...i just can't believe i saved you...I love you so much Niall" i said and kissed his plump sweet lips...i still feel like it's like our first kiss, not a single spark, but all the love we have is right here...with us, and i don't mind at all, if my career sunk, or something like that, because, as long as we have eachother..nothing can stop us..we will not stop..we will be together..

Forever and Always...

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Omg, fluff...i just can't...:') I wasn't in the mood for a bad end, so...here we are^^ I hope you like it:3 please Tell me if you want another one-shot:)