Unordinary Hybrid

Instinct Feeling

My Mom agree for me to go home. My Mom is a very understanding Mom its just i always disappoint her every time that's why I'm like that earlier in principal's office. We already got home from my school. Its still early so I'm just going to sleep.

Its already 3:45 in the afternoon when i woke up. Nobody in the house except  me. We don't have any maids we are just going to contact our helpers to clean our house.

I went to my bathroom and do my rituals that is same in the morning. I got out and change my clothes into a comfortable one. I didn't know i fall asleep with my uniform still on. I got down stairs to go to the kitchen. O my I'm starving my stomach is growling. I will just cook fried chicken and rice so that it will not take to long for me not to eat. I'm really starving but of course a little bit more and taran!! Its cook. Yes i can now eat. Hahahah...guess who am i? You can't tch.. OK by the way I'm Stacey now you know why I'm acting childish. Didn't i told you that I'm only Danielle if I'm in public and I'm all alone in here so I can be Stacey. 

I'm done eating now, i will just going to wash my plate and charan!! I can now go to my room and brows in my phone. I don't like to watch tv for now there is no movie that i like that's why i will just brows in the internet.

Blah blah blah.. Pfft.. There is no interesting article in this page.. Ahh boring.. I will just close my eyes and relax.. *sigh* i wish life is like this no problems no one is sad and everyone is happy but you can't do that because you are not God and  i know God is always there for you help you with everything.. Maybe you are being hate by everyone but God always loved you. My grandma say that to me, ahh how i miss her she is always there beside me she tells me stories from the Bible my favorite story in bible is David and Goliath. She tells me that i shouldn't be afraid of the people that insulting me nor bully me instead she tells me that I'm brave because i have God as my shield and yeah its true always.

Any minute my Mom will arrive with her business partner its a girl. while my Dad is in business trip in maldives. I don't like that girl she is so flirty and a damn lady that's why when she is here i always control my self for me not to strangle her neck. What if i go out and roam around the city. Yeah i should I'm having a feeling that someone is in trouble though. I will just going to change in my black jeans and black T-shirt and a jacket with a hoodie actually I'm wearing all black its my favorite color i went down stairs and wear my converse high cut shoe and charan!! Ready to go now yes!!!... I go out and run a few meters from our house and i just proceed in walking i will get tired easily if i will just going to run and run right? 

I roam around and buy my self an ice cream for my own pleasure. Who wouldn't miss an ice cream if you are in your other self right? Psh.. Especially Danielle i created her for my liking or more likely for myself i don't want to be weak to the eyes of people, when i was buying an ice cream I'm cold not the stacey that my parents know i don't want to have friends for now. Fake is the word not friend. A friend for a fake relationship psh.. Hilarious. When people are looking at me I'm having Danielle because she is great at being cold sometimes i think that maybe people are getting scared of me should i stop?,but sometimes i think that if i stop they will take advantage of me.. Right? Tch i should stop thinking about that its not worth it.

I found a bench and i decided to sit there for a minute and i look above, there is so many stars. I connect some of it but the other is incomplete just like me its so hard being an only child, some of the people think that if you are rich you are already complete but no you are not especially if all of the people surrounding you is fake, and if you are going to act like you are true to them but deep inside you are acting fake you will eventually get tired of it. I can only just sigh thinking about all the negative things in life especially if you have something in mind and you want  to let it out to someone but you can't bcoz you are  alone no one will comfort you beside your own self.

I stay there for a minute then i stand up and i continue to walk and walk. Oh no! I forgot about my phone. Aish! Mom will going to kill me if she found out that i didn't ask permission from her. But never mind i will just explain later. Saying I'm bored and i want some fresh air and i saved someone even if its not true hahah..

I think my Mom will not believe it bcoz she knows that I'm not stacey when I'm outside.. Hahah.  Now i can be like this bcoz there is no one walking in here. Its good that no one is here atleast i can be stacey. I want to have a little sister for a play mate, not  just like that but i want to have someone to talk to, or maybe a friend that i can trust.

Suddenly i hear someone is sobbing i frost in my spot and i slowly turn my head in my side but i didn't see anyone. I slowly walk where that sound came from then suddenly saw a girl. Oh heaven is this some kind of what happens in the horror movies. I'm slowly walking towards her. She suddenly stop sobbing maybe she know that someone is approaching, then she suddenly..

Look up at me and gasp!!!