Testing. Testing. Testing. That's all there was now. I had six periods. Advanced Physical sciences(basically chemistry and physics). Advanced Math. Bullshīt if you ask me. Chorus. Pretty ok class most of my friends were there. Especially the aesthetically pleasing ones. Ok lies one pretty cute girl but like always she was straight. Only two people in this god forbid school know im gay. Of course just like the only other gay people in school. The only gay guys. You know I can't really relate to them cause they like exactly what I hate. I only really like hanging out with one. I'll just call him cube. Cube is fucking cool. The other guy is ok ig? He's one of those queen one's ya know? The Tyler Oakley one's? Yeah those. I'll call him Donnie. Anyways after chorus physical education. Im actually really proud of myself I did 22 curl ups ,last time I did like 16 and the time before that was 5. After that English language arts. She's cool. We watched wall-e. And then social studies. Ya know personally I love that teacher. He's in the emo trinity and listens to TØP. Last class he put on spirits by stombellums(?) Idk but I really like that song. He compliments me bc I have a high grade in his class. Its not that hard. Watch video , read article, do mini quiz. Easy A. After that one test and one essay. Bam easy class. Then home. Mom. Chores. Homework. Internet. Music. Dan and phil. Youtube. Edits. Yeah. I need a crush. I thought I had one but she's straight. In fact tonight (we own a YouTube channel so we're having a sleepover) I found out she's catfishing some high schooler. Ew. Ugh. I thought maybe we could have been something? She's super cute and funny. Idk I ship us but she's straight so I kinda learned just to ignore those feelings. We were planning on watching supernatural but she fell asleep and she just looked so cute there sleeping. Idk. I don't really have crushes anymore. She asked me about my dream guy this morning. See this is where dan and phil are amazing cause you can be any sexuality and you have to admit they're faces are attractive. It was so awkward. She was like aww tell me who you like which guy? I was just like *screams internally* "oh im not really into any guys right now" or ever actually. I want to come out I was at my other school. But here its different. So many homophobic people. I just want a girlfriend. There's this one girl on the bus. She's hot but is in ninth or tenth grade. She's bi. I relate to her so much but we're not as great friends as me and the other girl. I'll call her max. The hot bus girl I'll call Morgan.
Yeah.
