The Girl with a Half Broken Heart

Chapter 3

omg, omg, omg,omg! I knew I always found i'm attracted to guys who make me laugh easily... and that smile a lot... and that my friends get along with... But I could NOT stand to get together or even crush one ONE MORE GUY... not after what happened in gym class!!!

"Hey Kimberly, I got a secrrrettttt...."

"Oooooh, tell me!" she said leaning in.

"I think that guys C-U-T-E!" I said giggling.

"OOOOOHHHHHHH, you like him!" she yelled.

"Shut up, not so loud..." I said angrily.

"What-I wanna know!" kyleese chimed in.

"That guy in the red shirt, he's cute isn't he?" I said making kinda pbvious I was ponting.

"Oh shit! He is... Imma tell him" she said rasing up and outta the seat.

Little did I know that Kimberly had done the deed..... After getting kyleese to sit back down,a guy comes up to m and was like 'he said no'.

I was confused, until I saw that HORRIBLE 'friend' sneering at me. She said he already knew, and to think I trusted that-that- mutha ****er.... God was I wrong

Shuddering at the memoery, it's a good thing he forgot... I think!

No, I said to myself.... HELLL NOI!!! I would NOT like another guy... No matter how much he made me laugh, and smile and-

RRRRIIINNNGGGG the bell dismissed me from my 7th period.

"Okay, later guys" I said to my friends as I headed to after school. I was apart of the program called gear-up, with a bunch of my friends that is!

Walking swiftly down the hall to take get there, I rounded the corner to the media center and saw HIM.... Trning around, I quickly caught up with the others and started walking in the opposite direction and walked into the girls bathroom.

"AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH" I screamed. That felt good, to let it all out I mean, not to scream to the point whre my thorat hurt. Coaxing myself to stay calm, I camed down and made my way over to the media center.

"Hey Alli!," I said. "I have something to tell you.... I'll text you later?"

"KK, and I have some pretty big news too..." she replied.

After taking attendance, I was called to be in Ms.Prattstons group for the day. "Just my luck I whispered as I walked the way down to her room.

Omg, omg, OMFG!!! He was in the classroom, but it's just a mere fraction of a chance we'd be seated together.... right?

"Roshae-sit there-next to Dominic" Ms.Prattstons said... (^*keep in mind, I was going out with this ANNNNOYING GUY^*)

Sitting down, Amaya gets seated next to me. Leaning over, he whispered-....

"your hairline is retreating!" he said then laughed at his own joke.

"And that's why you have enough metal in your mouth to make a metal factory looking like some run down train tracks!" I angry whispered.

"Amayyyyyyyaaaaa, I have a dirty little secret!" I said referring to my new-found crush.

"Hey-um- I think I like Dominic.... I mean-not a lot b-" I was interrupted by her screaming 'WGHAT?!?!" and mummuring omg, omg,ohmygawd!

Was it really that bad? Was there something wrong with me??? Nahhhhh, couldn't be.... IM ADORABLE! Or was it me??? Oh fudge, it was me... I mean, sure I didn't actually like Devin and only realized I was USING him... but still... I think I have a problem, even if 1,00'0s of girls do it everyday.

Anyhow, she was freacking out... I mean FREEEEEACKING OUT! So, of course Dominic is wondering why she's getting all worked up. And when asked what the problem was, we both said "ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!".

Later that day, okay, actually a hour or so, but it's still later, I told jenny and aryanna. Then they BOTH whrere giving me looks like What the fuc* did you just say?!?!?

Oh my god, and from that moment.... It should have been a sign.

From the day I was born, I'll admit, I didn't flirt much... Yeah, I did occasionally, but only when I felt bored or something,,,,,

But I found myself 'babbling around him' alllllll dayyyyyyy..... Even when I made an attempt to flirt, it wasn't coming out of my mouth right, like when something gets stuck I your throat and you can't get it out. Yeah, eactl like that.

Anyway, I was noticing we started talking more and more.... And my friends birthday was coming up, and we where both invited... So, opportunity came a knocking!

Later that night, I told Alli and Cherika my 'evil plan'... I was going to ask him out before the night ended, but when? Now, then, later? When will the right time come?

Alli, me, Lorenzo, and Cherika all skated... (well actually, I just fell on my ass a lot, but you get the point)

He suggested we did group skating, I went with it... But we never got the chance, I only hd a alf hour left there....

Heart racing, confidence being tested,Alli bought him over to where I was.Though, I think my intentions where obvious because, well, you don't take a boy to a more private area unless you plan on getting in their pants....

I asked. He said no. I was crushed. I had to go home. I faked being happy. I got over it by morning!

Lucky me, it was a Friday! Deciding to mope around all day Saturday, I was talking to one of my good friends and she snapped me back into reality.

Me: I'm über upset, where did I go wrong?

Her: oh-stfu-

Me: wtf is wrong with you?!

Her: I should be asking YOU that! your so confident, pretty, talented, and easy going... This just isn't the girl I know AND actually like!

Me:...

Her: PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER BEFORE I DO IT FOR YOU!!!

And it was then that it clicked, I don't need some random GUY who I probably won't remember in a few years!

Standing up, I vowed to myself I would NEVER in my life again, become all doped out cuz of 'some guy'.

From that day on, I held my head high on my head and didn't let anything phase me! Not even what happened that following school day...