"Until It's Gone"

Chapter 14

*Chresanto POV*

I started walking upstairs towards Christy's room. I couldn't help but to cry. When O think about it. Shexs right. And it did seem like that. I just wish she was still here with me. Everything would've been perfect.

I knock on her door.

Christy: Go Away!!! *still crying*

Roc: Christy Please!

Christy: *opens door and sits on bed*

Roc: *walks over there to her and holds her* Look I'm sorry that you feel that way but.....let me explain

Christy: There's nothing to explain. You are the same and you just won't change. The End.

Roc: No! I'm not the same. I really like Tracy. She's nice. SAVED your lil butt from getting hurt and I don't know. I just feel something when I'm around her. But if you think for one second that I'm trying to replace your mother. You thought WRONG. You gotta remember. You are not the only one suffering. That was my FIRST LOVE. When God called her home. I was heart broken too. I cried and cried every night because she wasn't there laying next to me. I was so hurt that I took it out on you. And I'm SORRY Okay. I should've never treated you like that. I should've never treated those women like that. I should've just went to therapy. I'm just sorry Christy! I truely am!!!! *breaks out in tears* I wish I could take back that day she got in the accident! *stands up ,cries harder* I wish that I was with her! I wasn't there to protect her! I was her MAN! I WAS HER MAN. WE MADE VOWS TO PROTECT EACH OTHER AND I FREAKING LET HER DOWN..... *falls on the floor* I LET HER DOWN!!!!! *cries still, holds head*

Christy: *cries harder and feels a little guilty* I'm sorry dad

Roc: *still crying*

Christy: *walks over , lays in front of him and wipes his eyes* I'm sorry. I didn't know. And I except your apology Dad. I really do. I just don't understand why God take my mom? If she was just perfect. Why isn't she still here?

Roc: Because I failed her as a husband

Christy: No you didn't. Yeah you done some crazy stuff but you've changed and I-I love you. I'm serious please stop.

Roc: I love you too.

Christy: *hugs him*

Roc: *hugs back tight*

Christy: I will go apologize to Tracy.

Roc: You have no choice *laughs*

Christy: *gets up and runs downstairs to Tracy's room* Tracy?.....

Tracy: *opens the door with tears falling, sits back on her bed*

Christy: *walks over* Look. I'm sorry. I didn't mean what I said.

Tracy: No. You are right. I shouldn't be trying to be someone I'm not and I'm sorry.

Christy: *hugs Tracy* No. You just really like my dad and I had no reason to go off on you. I really am sorry.

Tracy: Thanks for your apology.

Christy: *smiles* Welcome

Tracy: Oh. Also I would NEVER try and take the place of your mother. I promise.

Christy: Okay *hugs Tracy*

Tracy: *hugs back* I love you

Christy: I love you too!

Roc: *comes in and hugs both of them* I love you both MORE!!!!