The past can grasp onto someone for the rest of their life. It can haunt ones sleep and strangle every last bit of happiness that they may possess out of them. One small or big event that takes place in a life can change a person, for better or for worst.
You might be wondering why I am telling you this. I have no doubt you have probably had enough of wondering but to understand my story completely it is important to know these things. My life has been taken over by deep despondency. I have lost all hope and my future seems dull and colour less. Like I said earlier a past can effect a person for better or for worst, in my case I could say it wasn’t a good thing. As memories overcrowd in my mind I find it difficult to think of anything else. Despite the fact that I try and push these thoughts to the back of my mind, the pain still lingers, waiting to come forth once again. The constant struggle to get by each day becomes an arduous journey. This journey is seemingly endless and tiring but I haven’t given up. Unsure of what my destination might be, I still continue searching. Searching for anything.
