Brøken (Jeff The Killer X Reader)

15) Love Like War

                              You're pov:

I was still lost in the woods and by now it was the middle of the night, so I couldn't see a thing. I had to keep my arms out so I wouldn't walk into the trees. I was walking along when I ran into something. This something was soft but firm like a stomach. I almost fell back when I ran into it but I was caught by the something.

"Are you ok, child?" I instantly knew who it was and I wasn't going to object about being caught by him. Slender. I wrapped my arms around his legs and started crying. He really looked like he didn't know what to do. So he put his hand on my shoulder and teleported us back to the mansion. As soon as I got back into the mansion I was engulfed into a big hug. Sally had her little arms wrapped around my legs and E.J had me in a bear hug. I hadn't really gotten to know the rest of the creepypastas. I mean I got to talk to laughing jack but he just gives me the creeps after what happened.

                 *Flash back*

I was sitting on the couch when L.J came and jumped on the couch while laughing uncontrollably. I couldn't help but giggle and considering the mood I was in that was an accomplishment. He sat down and offered me some candy. I took it and was about to eat it when E.J came and slapped it out of my hands. I gave him a puppy face and he just pointed at me and said no. Then he started to yell at L.J for giving me poison candy.

             *Flash back over*

I was snapped out of thought when I was being pulled over to a couch. E.J sat down and I sat down next to him. Slender went over to his arm chair and sat down.

"So, Slendy man, How was your trip?" E.J asked Slender.

"First of all, don't call me that...Second, it was-" Slender got interrupted by the door swinging open and hitting the wall with a loud 'slam'. All of our heads turned to the door. Jeff walked in and stopped right in his tracks when he seen me. He stared into my eyes, His eyes were red and puffy from crying. His cheeks were covered with tears. He had cuts on his wrists and he was holding his knife that had fresh blood on it. He dropped his knife and ran over to me. He picked me up and held me close to his body. I struggled to get free but he was to strong. E.J got up and tried to pry Jeff off me. Jeff finally let go and he was crying even more now. I couldn't bare to look at his face when he was crying so I looked away.

"_(your name)_ look at me" Jeff stated. I still didn't look up at him.

"look at me!!" He yelled, his voice much deeper from rage. I still didn't look up, I didn't want him to see me crying. He speed walked over to me and grabbed my chin using his pointer finger and thumb. He pulled my face up so his face was inches from mine. E.J was about to abject but he didn't want anything bad to happen.

"_(your name)_ listen to me...I am so sorry about what I did, could you ever forgive me?" He whispered. I could feel his hot breath on my face. Tears slipped out of my eyes and he moved his face closer and kissed the tears away gently. I closed my eyes, I really wanted to forgive him but how can you forgive a cheater? I opened my eyes again.

"I-I...I can't forgive you." I say to him as I look up. His face showed shock. 

"W-What?" He backed up.

"I-I'm sorry, but you f-fucked some random slut." Damn my stutter. He backed up until the other couch was behind him, he sat down once he felt the couch touch the back of his knees. He put his face into his hands, making sure not to touch his eyes. I heard his sniffles and his breathing get heavy. I started sobbing and went to sit on the couch I was sitting on before this event started. We needed time.

...About an hour later...

Jeff left and went to do whatever, while E.J and I sat on the couch. He tried comforting me, but it hadn't helped me. I was so teary eyed, I couldn't see. I took the collar of my shirt and pulled it up, making it possible to wipe my eyes off. Once I accomplished that, I stood up and went to my/Jeff's room. I laid on the bed and a couple minutes later, I started sobbing loudly. This continued until I felt like I had no more tears left. It felt like hours before I pulled the blankets up and fell asleep.

...2 days later...

I stayed in the room 24/7, i never left that room. I didn't even leave to eat, in fact i haven't eaten anything since that day. I didn't get hungry the whole time i was in that room. I was pretty sure Jeff was back by now so I didn't want to leave the room. Besides, I had my laptop and my music. That's all I needed right now, well that and time to myself.

Jeff's pov:
"Fuck" I mutter out as I walk through the woods. I growl and punch a tree, the bark falling off at the part I punched. The tree shook and groaned but stood it's ground. I wasn't caring if slender got mad at me. Right now I was beyond pissed. I wasn't going back there anytime soon so I needed to find a place to stay.

...About 2 days later...

Your pov:
I finally decided to leave the room. I creaked open the door and since it was night time, most were asleep. I peaked my head out and looked to the right and then to the left. I could faintly hear the sound of some music coming from down the hallway, to the left of me. I opened my door all the way and walked out, down the hallway towards the music. I approached the door that had the music seeping through it, it just so happened to be E.J's room.
(Korn - Evolution)
I knocked on the door but I got no answer. I creaked the door open and looked in. E.J was on the bed, slightly shaking and making small sobs. I pushed the door open slowly and quietly. I walked in and went over to the bed. I put my hand on E.J's arm but he didn't move. I let go and went over to the other side of the bed, crawling onto the bed and laying next to him. I got a good view of his face, he wasn't wearing his mask and his cheeks were wet from his black tears/goo. I looked into the black holes where his eyes were supposed to be as I put my hand on his cheek and wiped his tears/goo away with my thumb. He brought his hand up and put it on my cheek.

"I was afraid that you were going to starve to death if you stayed in there any longer." He spoke in a hoarse voice. I chuckled.

"I'm not dead yet...but what's up with you?" I questioned. He rubbed with thumb over my cheek.

"I-I was just afraid o-of losing y-you and J-Jeff." He stuttered as he was trying to keep his emotions under control. I slightly giggled.

"That hasn't happened yet and it never will." I spoke in a soft voice. Just then, a loud bang was heard from downstairs and some curses following. E.J and I both jumped up and ran downstairs. E.J went down first and i followed him. Jeff was sitting on the couch, his face in his blood covered hands. He was slightly shaking. E.J approached him.

"Jeff, What's wrong?" E.J questioned. Jeff didn't answer, he didn't even move. After a couple of minutes of mixed emotions, Jeff stood and pulled out his knife. E.J stepped back and pushed me behind himself. Jeff raised the knife.
"This is how you made me feel. This how you fucked with the mind of the infamous Jeff The Killer. This is the result of you not loving me anymore (y/n)." Jeff put the knife in his left hand as he used his right hand to slowly pull his left sleeve up. He had very deep and very fresh gashes that went in a pattern. Two gashes going from left to right and two more going up and down, the pattern continued up his forearm. He then put the knife in his right hand as he used his left hand to raise his right sleeve up. His right arm had the scars of old cuts. Then he took the knife out of his right and held the knife to his wrist.

"Jeff. don't." E.J called out. I was in shock, i couldn't say a word. Jeff looked into my eyes as he slid the knife across his wrist. I started crying.

"Jeff stop!" I called out. Jeff made another slice. I pushed E.J over and ran to Jeff. I grabbed the knife by the blade and clenched my hand. Blood started to drip from my hand onto the blade and slowly made its way to the edge where it dripped off onto Jeff's wrist. Jeff looked into my eyes and i looked into his.

"(y/n). Let go." Jeff demanded. I shook my head no.

"Not until you promise you that you'll stop." His cheeks were stained with his tears and my vision was starting to blur due to the tears building up.

"I can't promise anything." He looked down.

"Then I can't let go." I tightened my grip and more blood poured down the knife onto his wrist. He let go of the knife and i threw it onto the floor, near E.J. I put my pointer finger under his chin and lifted his chin so I could look into his eyes. He sniffled and grabbed my wrist. He put his left wrist out and put my right wrist up next to it, comparing the two. He brought my wrist up to his lips and kissed the soft skin.

"Never make the mistake I did. Keep your soft skin." He whispered as he pulled me in for a hug.

"Could you ever forgive me, the infamous mistake?" He whispered into my ear.

"Yes. Yes, i forgive you Jeff. Don't ever think i would stop loving you." I sobbed. He really does love me. He was going to kill himself just because he thought i didn't love him anymore. He really does care.

"I only did that because i was confused and lonely. I understand now that that was a very stupid thing of me to do. I really love you." He sighed. I sniffled.

"I love you so much, so so much. Don't ever doubt it." I sighed too. We pulled apart. He grabbed my hand and we walked up stairs. We got to his room and went straight to the bathroom to clean and wrap his arms. After that, we went to the bed, laid down and cuddled until we fell asleep.

A/N: Holy shit...XD i had no idea i could write like that. Ending is probably a bit abrupt and terrible because i was kinda rushing.