I'm not PERFECT.SORRY..

I'm human, I'm not perfect. I make mistakes all the time, but I guess my job is to keep those mistakes to myself, which I'm already fine doing and just try to be the best I can be for those kids.

-Unknown-

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I feel as though guys are constantly judging me on my appearance.

I try to act like it doesn't bother me, but in reality it is tearing me apart. 

Just going through daily life is a constant struggle.

I'm constantly seeing all these images of girls that I think I'm suppose to look like. 

Commercials. Magazines. TV shows

Seeing my REFLECTION in the mirror and imagining, dreaming to be like those girls someday..

But everyday someones keep telling ...

''hahahahaha! do you think your'e gonna be like those?''

'' OH MY your'e too ugly for that **** (laughs)''

YOUR UGLY!   YOU DON'T DESERVE IT! YOU SUCK!

YOUR THIN! YOUR FAT! EWW! EWWW! LOOK AT YOUR EYEBAGS!

Its Like its putting you down, down, down..

Im sorry okay!

I'm sorry I'm not a blonde hair, blue eyed Barbie. 

I'm sorry I don't wear tight clothes with there boobs on.

I'm sorry you don't understand me.

I'm sorry for being the freak and the butt of your jokes.

I'm sorry for being a jerk.

I'm sorry I dont look like your dream girl

I'm sorry I'm not beautiful.

I'm sorry I'm not strong enough

I'm sorry I'm not always right.

I'm sorry I'm not always there.

I'm sorry I'm unlikable to you.

I'm sorry for being me.

Im Not perfect! SORRY!

I know who I am. I am not perfect. I'm not the most beautiful woman in the world. But I'm one of them.

I'm not perfect.

~FIN~