Please Sleep With Me (lesbian×lesbian)

Part I - Dean's House (Last Day of Summer)

I looked behind myself, as Dean came running after me. "WATCH OUT SATUMI, I'M COMING FOR YOU."
I stopped, looked around, took two deep breaths, and started giggling again. "AHHHH GOT YOU" Dean said as he wrapped his arms around me.

"Dean, let me ask you a question! Why do you like me so much? You've never wanted to date, only fuck. You act like we are a couple and get jealous when other guys show me attention, and the fact that, to me, it seems like you just want to be friends with benefits. I've heard some rumors about other girls you're also friends with benefits as well."

Dean's eyebrows scrunched down, and he grinned, as if he was disappointed. "Hun, I don't like relationships, and the rumors are true, I do have multiple friends with benefits, but hey, you're the best of them all. Trust me I know."

I looked at him, and tears were falling down my cheeks. I suddenly pushed Dean away.

"I can't do this anymore, I'm not your boy toy. Sorry, Dean. I'm leaving this place, I can't handle you doing this to my heart, you know I've always liked you more than a friend. Good bye."

I opened walked down the stairs, and was trying to hold onto the rails, with a death grip. I had smoked too much at Dean's house. "This is the longest staircase I have ever seen." I told myself.

I slowly took one step at a time, next thing I knew I was on the floor. I opened my eyes to get back up, and everything was blurry.

"DEAAAAAAN!" I screamed.
Somebody help. Dean ran down the stairs, as fast and he could.

"Are you okay Satumi? I heard the fall, I just thought it was my dog playing on the stairs as normal."
He bent one knee down, looked at me, and pushed my upper back into his arms, then pulled up, therefore standing me on my feet. My back ws killing me now.

"I'm fine at the moment. Thank you. Can you just go think about what we talked about amd I will see you at the party on Friday, please I'm begging you. I want more from you that is all." He took his hand and brushed it against my cheek, smiled, and then softly whispered into my ear "I will beautiful, have a good night and get some rest you will need it for tomorrow, the first day of school, REMEMBER? Good night baby girl."

He opened the front door for me, kissed me on the cheek, as I walked out, he silently shut it. Damn, my back was having shooting pains. I need to go to a chiropractor and get this looked at. I am the world's biggest clutz. I cannot even be trusted with a stupid razor to shave my legs.

I walked to my car, barely able to breathe. I think my panic attacks are coming back on. I needed to get home as soon as possible. I opened my car door, jumped inside, shut the door, and turned on the engiene.

While I do so my radio, blared and I screamed. Oh my gosh seriously? Why do I always forget to turn the music down?

"Okay, two deep breathes, Satumi." I mumbled to myself. I inhaled as much and slow as I could, then released. One. I told myself. And repeated again. I put the car in reverse and started heading home. I only lived two blocks away. I lived in these nice Townhomes, in California.

I wondered where Dean's twin sister was tonight? She was rarely home. I barely knew her, I've only seen pictures. She's pretty cute...shit there's those thoughts again. Why do I always have women stuck in my head? I think her name is Yuhi.

I finally pulled into my drive way, and parked. Ahh...home at last. I unlocked the front door, opened it, and ran upstairs to grab my buspar. Thank goodness. I almost thought I wouldn't have made it home.

Buspar is my miracle drug, for my anxiety. I never believed in prescription drugs, it was just how I was raised.

I put my iPhone 6 into my ihome, turned on the music on low, threw off my clothes, and jumped into bed as fast as I could.

That night was a real struggle. I knew the next day I have school. I would be moving away from home again and back into boarding school.

I had no clue who my roommate would be. The anxiety was real. I was eighteen years old, I knew it was about time for my life to change. I was sick of all my mistakes. I didn't want to be with men anymore.

I just wanted somebody to love and call my own. That was all. I didn't care if they were a loser. It didn't matter to me, atleast in my mind.

I think this year I am going to try something new. Something nobody would expect out of me, Satumi, popular girl, at Pacific Coast Academy.