Waiting in the kitchen, i was starting to get anxious about Phil. He had been out for hours, only sending me one text 'going to the old pub.' I knew this place is dangerous and death was everywhere, but Phil wanted to be independent. The last thing I remember is big Ben striking midnight.
Phil slammed the door, then walked drunkly into his room- I heard and felt, him collapse on his bed. It was 4 o clock in the morning. After a few hours I walzed in on badgered Phil. He was almost naked- other then two matching socks...
Waking with a startle, Phil jumped on me.
"What are you doing Phil!?" I almost screamed in panic and confusion.
Phil leaped of me, taking some handcuffs with him...
Phil and I were awkwardly sitting in the car, on the way to tatinof; until I broke the silence.
"I guess you got pretty fuckin drunk last night"
"I dont remember... all I remember was doing shots in the 'haunted alleyway', then I woke early in the morning, well I guess I must've been drunk."
"Thank you for coming guys!" As I ended the show.
Suddenly Phil grabbed me, snogged me, I tried to release my self but I felt a surge through my body. Without consent something deep inside me indulged,enjoyed the moment. I could see phans taking photos I knew it was wrong, as Phil was stripping me I charged of stage,knowing the internet would know we're gay: even though we're not... Are we?
When I got home ,I got on the internet to see the gay porn pics people took. This was not me. This was not phil. What are we doing!?
The phone rang, I hesitated then picked it up.
"Hello is this Dan?" A recognisable American voice questioned.
"Tyler..." I replied, " about last night..."
"I know, it was your coming out show!" He rudely interrupted. "So, erm... Will you come for dinner?" He questioned in an innocently cute voice.
I thought, then replied "that wasn't me! I felt a surge through my body... I like Phil but not in that way!" I abruptly and rudely replied.
"Oh so that's how you're gonna say no!" Tyler sharply replied, " it's obvious; it's not like you were possessed!"
Offended I answered "no Tyler... Wait!"
The phone beeped and I was left in silence, wondering. Do I like Phil? Am I gay? What will my parents think?!?
Phil slowly came in the handcuffs jingling behind his back... Well if you can't beat 'em, join 'em.
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