Unpredictable *EDITING IN PROGRESS*

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A/N So here is the second book of the Unchangeable Series. the series in order is:

#1 Unforgettable

#2 Unpredictable

#3 Undeniable
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Holly P.O.V
Three days until the boys left.

I sat in the bathroom curled up on the floor with tears spilling from my eyes.

"Holly?" There was a knock on the door.

I sniffled and wiped the tears away as I scrambled to cover up the fact that I was crying, "Just a minute!" I shouted as I fixed myself up.

I gave myself one last glance in the mirror before opening the door to face Niall.

"What have you been doing up here all day?" He asked as he put his hands on my shoulders and looked me over.

"Just thinking." I sniffled avoiding his gaze.

"I think we should talk, Ni." I said motioning for him to sit down.

I stood in front of him holding his hands, "I've lost myself, Ni. And for a while now I've been avoiding this. I've lost the confident selfless person I once was. And with you guys leaving and going on tour and everything, I want you to have fun and be care free and not be worried about me, because I know you see it. I know you watch me lose parts of myself every single day. You honestly make me so strong. Losing you for half of the year is going to tear me apart." I paused for a short while.

"Is that what this is about?" He asked making me shake my head causing him to frown.

"I think," I continued, "I think that I need some time for myself. I don't want you to forget about me and find someone else, because I love you, I'm just scared that you would find someone else and leave me behind. I don't want this to be a phase," I paused to wipe a tear from my face, "But I think you being away will make my problem worse. I might lose myself forever. I don't want to be some completely different girl when you get back. I want to be the same girl you were best friends with all those years and the same girl you fell in love with."

"So are you saying we should break up?" He asked looking more heartbroken than I had ever seen.

The crying became heavier and I couldn't speak for a minute or two, "For now, yes. I think that we should take some time. I want to find myself again. I don't want you to be disappointed with me and I don't want to hurt you. It hurts me more than you will ever know to have to say these things to you. I just don't want to change because I lost myself and you come back to some girl that you barely recognize anymore." I wiped my tears as he stood up and kissed my cheek.

"I hope this doesn't ruin everything that we've ever had because I love you so much. I just don't want to have to put you through all of this. I want you to be focused on your career because you are doing so well. I'll let you have the room and I'll sleep in Maddie's room." I said as I walked out of the room.

"Holly! Wait." He paused walking over and hugging me tightly, "I love you." He whispered in my ear.

"I love you so much." I whispered back before leaving the room.

As I walked downstairs I heard the girls in the kitchen planning Sierra's wedding.

"Hey Hol-" Dani started before looking up at me.

"Are you okay?" She asked standing up.

I had never burst into tears that fast in my entire life.

"Niall and I broke up!" I said as I held on to Danielle as she hugged me.

"What? What happened? Do I need to kill him?" Sierra asked as she stood up.

Louis and Harry came in as they heard the commotion.

"What's going on?" Louis asked looking at me.

"Niall and I broke up. And no you don't need to kill him. He didn't do anything wrong." I said as I sat down in the kitchen.

"What happened then?" Liam asked as he stood next to Harry.

"I told him I needed time to find myself again because he watches me lose pieces of myself every single day and when he comes back I want to be the same girl he fell in love with. I want to be the same girl that he was intrigued with. I don't want him to come home and barely recognize me." I explained.

"He agreed and gave me a hug and told me he loved me and it was over." I finished.

"So you're leaving him on tour for 5 months heartbroken?" Zayn asked joining in.

"You don't even understand what I'm going through on the side. You don't know how difficult it is going to be to be away from him that long. And actually, my exact words were, I want you to have fun and be care free and focus on your career because you're doing so well. I don't want him worried about how many times I've cried since he's left or how much I miss him or how long it's been since I've eaten or laughed or smiled. I don't need him worried about me all the time. I want him to be successful and focused and totally into it. He wouldn't be fully into it whether I broke up with him or not, but that's what I want for him. So next time you should just mind your own business because you have no idea what the hell you are talking about." I stated.

"We know you're intentions were good H, but he is going to worry about you regardless of whether you are together or not. He loves you. He's never going to forget you or leave you behind. He is going to be waiting for you. And when he gets home he is going to do everything to get you back." Louis explained.

"Louis is right, he isn't going to stop thinking about you. So please, call him a couple times or text him sometimes during the week. At least be his friend while he is away. You at least owe him that." Liam stated.

"I know what I need to do. And I'm going to do it, but I need you guys to stand by me with this and not attack me about it. Stand by both of us. We made this decision based on me, but we made it together."

A/N 08/19/16  Ahhh my heart is breaking for Niall and Holly! This is the first heartbreak of many I'm sure.

until ch. 2 XOXO