The Directions part2

chapter 19

Niall pov

"what do you mean i cant go back my fiancé is back there." I said as the boys held me back "im sorry Mr. Horan but you can't go." The doctor told me as he went threw the sliding doors

"Niall it's okay." The boys tried to tell me but it was too late by that time i was allready in a rage fighting for what i love as i turned the place upside down the boys literally had to tackle me onto the ground and talk some sense into me "c'mon Niall dont do this." I heard Harry say as i looked up and seen tears in his grass green orbs

"yea think positive." Lou said as he helped me up "yeah ." Liam said as they started to give me hugs "Keirsten is a strong woman she can do this." Zayn said as the doctor walked through the door

"ummm...Mr. Horan may we have a word with you?" He asked as he had blood stained all over his scrubs "yea sure thing doc." I said as i ran my hand through my hair trying to keep my cool

As i got close to him he put his hand on my shoulder and said "im so sorry for your loss." As the words stained my ears i felt my throat tighten and my eyes began to swell with tears "my fiancé is she?" Just then tears came falling one after one

"she's okay." He said "can i see her?" I asked as my felt my face turning red "yes but in a minute we have to tell her the disappointing new." He said as he left as i turned around i seen Harry Zayn Liam and Louis with tears in all there eyes

"is she okay." Liam said as he patted my shoulder as i shook my head "no....she lost the baby...." I managed to cry out as my words became more and more hard to get out "im so sorry." Zayn said as he hugged me as i cried into his shoulder i noticed Harry's lip quivering and Liam kept puttong his hand on his face

"im sorry lad." Louis told me as he rubbed my back "okay you can go back." The doctor said as he flagged me over "go to her." Zayn said as he let me go "confort her." Lou told me "love her." Liam added "be the night in shinning armor." Harry said as he wiped the tears from his eyes

As we went back we turned a corner and there she was sitting up with her head in her hands balling her eyes out "Mrs. Horan someone would like to see you." He said as her head lifted the hurt on her face scared a part of me

"Niall...." She said in between sniffles "princess." I said as i held her in my arms "im so sorry....im so...sorry...." She kept telling me as she cried in my chest "it's okay.. .its not your fault.....our Natalie was needed more up there than here." I told her as i girpped her hair and pulled her head close to me

As we cried together she slowly grabbed my hand and placed it over her flat stomach where her 4 month bump used to be "i love you." I told her as i kissed her nose as she looked down "i love you no matter what baby or no baby i love you and im never going to stop." I added as i wiped a falling tear

As the doctor came back in he discharged us and we met back up with the boys

Keirsten pov

When we made it back home i ran upstairs and fell on the bed "princess......" I heard Niall say as gentle as possible "it's not fair....." I mumbled into the pillow "i know baby it's not but everything happens for a reason, we may not know why but it does." He said as he pulled me into his arms

As i rolled over on my back Niall kissed a trail of kisses on my neck "get some rest princess." He told me as he turned the light out and cuddled me close to him "Ni...." I said as i mumbled into his chest

"yes baby girl?" He asked he kissed my forehead "is this my fault?" I asked him as i looked in to his eyes "no baby no....nononono....."he said as he rubbed my cheek with his thumb "dont ever think that." He whispered as i let more tears fall