Laurance X Reader [Book 1]

Why should i live?

(Just pretend the one in the pic is you)
"I never meant to hurt anyone Zane.." I cry as I run off
"Y/N!" Zane yelled
Then i saw Laurance he looked at me and ran towards me I ran faster
"Y/N!?" Laurance yells
Then I lost him I should sing it might make me fell better...

(Play SONG)

She says she wants end it all when she's alone her room she crys the way feels inside is to much for her when all got these four walls it's not hard to fell so small or even exist at all... How come no one heard her when she said "MAYBE IM BETTER DEAD if I was would it finally be enough shut all the voices in my head ohh.. Maybe better off dead better off dead did you hear a word I said this is not where I belong your going to miss me when I'm goone goone.....this is not I belong your going to miss when I'm gone " she doesn't know she's beautiful cause no one has ever told her her so the demons says she hides for all she knows maybe she can fall in love someone in her love she could trust and tell she's enough.. Why wont someone tell her she's enough..? How come no one heard her when she said maybe in better off dead maybe be enough to shut all those voices in my head ohhh.. Maybe I'm better off dead better off dead did you hear a word hear a word I said this is not where I belong this is not where I belong your going to miss me when I'm gone...( all you got is these four walls it's not hard to fell so small all got is these four walls it's not hard to fell so SmAlL) all she wanted she was to be enough all she wanted was to be enough
So what's dose it say maybe it's not to late "How comes no one heard when she said
"MAYBE IM BETTER OFF DEAD if I was would it be enough Shut all those voices in my head ohhh ...Maybe I'm Better off dead !Maybe I'm better off dead! Did you hear word hear a word I said this is not where I belong your going to miss me when I'm goone..goone...this is not where I belong your going to miss when I'm goone..goone gooone this is not where I belong your going to miss me when gone...

( Next song)
Little girl terrified she'd
leave her room only of bruises would heal a home is no places to hide her heart is breaking from the pain that she feels...ohhh Everydays the same she fights to find her way she hurts she brakes she hides and try to pray she wonder why my dose anyone hear her when she crys? Today's she's turning sixteen everyone's singing but she can't Seem to smile they never get past arms length how could try act like everything is alright (oh no no no) pulling down her long sleeves to cover all the memories scars leave she says maybe makeing me bleed will wash the slate clean Everydays the same she fights to find her way she hurts she brakes she hides and try's to pray she wonders why dose anyone hear when she crys? This is the dark before the dawn. The storm before the peace.. Don't be afraid cause sessions change God is watching over you he hears you every Everydays the same she fights to find her way she hurts she brakes she hides and try's to pray she'll be just fine cause I know he hears her when crys Everydays the same she fights to find her way she hurts she brakes she hides and try's to pray she'll just fine cause I know he hears when she Cryss
She'll be just fine cause I know he hears her when she Cryss...

****************************************** ok I'm going to start to do 1 chapter per day sorry AmeliaJuneL