Shizaya~ If You Hate Me, Then why?

Part nine: the beach house

Shizuo POV:
Izaya was asleep, I got him dressed in his own clothes. He looked so cute. I was about to kiss him but he woke up and he sat up. We heatbutted each other.
"Shizu-chan, what the hell"?
"You're awake, are you alright i mean i didn't feel anything but are you okay"?
"Yeah I'm fine but what were you doing"?
"Trying to kiss you".
His cheeks were red.
"Why"?
"You were so cute".
"D-don't call me cute".
"Why not"?
"You hate me right"?
Have i not told him how i felt about him? I guess not.
"I do hate you".
"If you hate me, then leave me alone".
I got on top him and put my lower body in between his thighs. His eyes were wide opened, he looked confused, it was so weird seeing a hurt expression on the flea instead of his evil fox face.
"Izaya".
I kissed him and his face was all red. He didn't fight back. He seemed so weak. He didn't put up a fight, he didn't even punch me.
"Izaya", I whispered in his ear. His ears turned red and I bit them.
"What are you....ah".
"Izaya".
I pulled off his shirt and un buttoned his pants. I pulled them down and he had his eyes closed.
"So cute".
I played with his pink nipples and traced my tongue over his stomach.
Izaya POV:
Why was he doing this it's so perverted?
"Please stop....ah.....kuh.... Shizu-chan".
"Izaya".
Tears were coming from my eyes.
"I didn't think you'd cry".
He wiped my tears.
"I'll be gentle", he whispered in my ear.
An hour later.....
Shizuo was asleep, I was in the bath. I was so tired. Man I wish that he didn't do that I mean him. He's a monster and my back hurts again.
The second time we had sex. He was such a pervert. It was so embarrassing. I realize now that I've been ranting to myself for a while.
"Just if he hates me then why would he do that and continue to help me", I thought out loud.
I got dressed after getting out of the tub and drying my hair. I walked out the bathroom to see Shizu-chan with a towel around him.
"What are you doing"?
"I was about to get in the bath".
"Were you being a peeping tom again"?
"No i wasn't, anyway even if i was, i already know what your body looks like".
"Such a pervert, I'm going to bed, good night".
I walked to my room.
"What a day", I said while laying on a bed. Shizuo I hope you die.