Unwanted. | «Min yoongi»

Chapter 9

    I changed and undid my pig tails. I sat back down on my bed and put my knees to my chest. Why was i so hurt? Im confused about everything. He played me like many of his barbies.

    I had intense pain on my chest. I screamed with all my might. "SUGA!..... Im heartbroken" it was times like this i wished so desperately to have a shoulder to cry on.

     I stood up and looked in the mirror. "He got me while i was vulnerable." It wasnt just tears anymore it was much more. At those times i realized how much suga really meant to me.

      I put my head down my desk and cry. After an hour of crying i sat up and looked at the desk. It was a puddle of tears. "I feel like a used rag." I took off my clothes and went to take a bath.

I sat in my warm bath, just thinking of everything. I put my hand over my chest. My heart was still beating. I started thinking about my dad. He always talked about love. I remember he told me: "sometimes boys have no idea how to express them selfs so thats why we act like idiots."

     I roll my eyes and my phone starts ringing. I had put my phone in a cabinet so it wouldn't get wet or harmed. "Who could that be?" I get out of the shower completely wet and grab my phone.

     "Unknown huh? Must be wrong number. I go back in the bath and went under the water. I stayed under the water for long periods of time sometimes even before i felt myself drown.

    My phone kept ringing, i ignored it. I finished my shower and looked in the mirror. I looked at my hair. I wanted to pull it out. Then i look at the gray beanie i was given. I threw it in the dirty clothes pile.

I put on my normal everyday bad girl clothes and go to my room. My phone stopped ringing. I roll my eyes at my phone and take a nap. A nap quickly turned into sleep as i woke up the next day.

"Mhhh, what time is it?" I picked up the clock and my eyes pop open. "I WENT TO SLEEP FOR 18 HOURS?!" It was 7 i had one hour to get ready. I stood up and stretched. "I wonder if omma is here"

I look around and see no sign of her. I roll my eyes for the 10th time this week and made some lucky charms cereal. I finished and went to go do my hair. I look im the mirror and try to figure out what to do with it.

"Should i wear a wig? Ew no." After some time i decided to slap on a hat and put on rather reviling clothes. I grabbed my backpack and headed to school