It's so lonely in my house, I'm thinking of asking Eleanor to move in with me because she said Louis is acting strange. Niall still is being a bitch and other words I don't need to mention. Oh, and I'm still prego. It's been a week since all the drama went down and I'm hoping nothing else will happen. Everything is so strange and weird, it's steird. It that even a word, you know what i don't care.
I met this dude named Josh at Starbucks, 2 hours ago and he was so nice and cute and I think he liked me, a pregnant person. I'm so happy, but sadly I'm still inlove with Niall. I don't think I can be in a new relationship, with Niall and his friends acting a fool but you know josh reminded me of my first love Michael.
**FlashBack**
It was late august of my 9th grade year. We just started school almost three weeks ago and I was in English class.
"Hey Olivia." said my friend Kyra sitting in the seat next to me.
"Hey." I said looking out the door. I didn't know what she was about to do next but it surprised me. He walked past the door.
"Olivia, do you like Michael?" Kyra asked. I smiled. "You do like him don't you."
"I didn't say that."
"So you don't like him?"
"I didn't say that."
"Well, he asked me for your number." She said giving me a small piece of paper. I wrote my number down and gave her the paper.
"I hope this is YOUR number." I laughed, shaking my head.
"That's my number."
Later that day....
He texted me and I couldn't help the smile that came across my face.
**M:Michael O:Olivia**
M:hey
O: hey
M:you know who this is
O: yea
M:oh, but I have football practice so ill text you later
O: ok
And that whole thing turned into a relationship for 3 months but he broke up with me and It broke my heart.
**End of flashback**
That story makes me so emotional sometimes. But I still love Michael deep down inside my heart, if only I could find him. Maybe my love for Niall would go away, because we promised to always love each other but he could be married, etc. Michael was a great chapter in my life because he was my first love and my first heartbreak. My first kiss and my first cuddle. Everything I experienced was with him. But I was just 14 years old, I didn't know all these things would happen to me. But I'm glad they did happen to me with him.
I walk out of Starbucks with a small coffee, and my keys. I quickly unlock the doors and glide into my seat. I put my head on the steering wheel and just think, think of all the good times and bad times, think about my mom and dad, my brother and sister, and just life.
