Stupid Love Story

Hell...

A/N: Ello, Shadow here. Just wanna say that be prepared to read terrible writing! Ok, carry on with the reading.

Darlene's POV

Hell. That's high school summed for you. Sophomore and, I'm already dying.... Well, not just school... Actual LIFE is killing me. Cancer. It's not like it crept up on me one day and, took me by surprise. I knew it would happened. My dad, and his mom, and her dad and it kinda went all the way to my great great great great great great great great great great great great great grandmother. The oldest then youngest then oldest. The pattern... Female then male then female... Yeah part of the stupid pattern. It's my turn to suffer... Hey, I'm not REALLY complaining.... Just, I'm gonna die young... That's all... It's hitting more  harder than "it's supposed to" because, I went into depression and cutted a year before I was diagnosed. So.... I'm expected a year before I go to heaven.... I just wish... I just wish I was strong and brave enough to tell my Senpai... How I feel... But, is he REALLY gonna want to date  a ugly, over weight, bald girl? Especially when he can date WHATEVER HOT girl he wants to... And... Not just my appearance is bad enough... I'm his best friend... Yeah, yeah. Sure, 'It would work out'. Pft. As if. I bet I'm just 'one of the guys' to him..It... It burns worse than me knowing I'm going to die...  Anyways, time for hell... I'm standing at, yet another year of stupid, fucking hell... Sigh... I walked with my hood covering my head and hurry to a nice, dark bench. "Dar. Dar! Hey!" I hear Senpai yell. I looked up and see Laurance running up to me. " Hey Laurie~boo.  How ya doin?" "Good. Missed you over the summer. Missed seeing that beautiful smile" he winks at me. Now, he's a flirt. There's no feelings. What. So. Ever. Just flirting. "So, no beauty that caught your eye during summer camp? You must've seen SOME girl that caught your eye with all those  girls wearing shorts." I reply back. "Only when I saw your picture. Anyways, saw no guys that made you blush? You know, with all those shirt less guys around you." He asks. "Well, there was...." I cut off laughing, when I see his disappointed face. "Nah. Didn't go this year... I won't be able to play sports..." I confess. "What? Really? What happened?" He asks, worriedly. "Nothin... Just got diagnosed with cancer. That's all." I tell him as smoothly as I can muster. "You. Got. CANCER?!?!? AND, YOU DIDNT TELL ME?!?!" he yells, emotion spilling out."Why do you care? You can replace me. I'm replaceable. It'll be like I never existed. You can tease another girl who plays sports. " I mutter. "Re... REPLACE YOU? DO YOU RELIAZE WHAT YOU'RE SAYING? REPLACE THE PERSON I LOVE??? HOW CAN YOU... How can you say that?" He finishes off, whispering. "I'm... Wait... Did you just say?... Did you say y-you... Love me?" I whisper, shaking. "Yeah. I said that. Dar... I LOVE you. Why? Why do you think think I would EVER replace you?" He asked, anger entering his voice. "You're ... You're a popular boy... One of the most popular. Why do YOU think I thought that? The guy I like is loved by all girls. They drool over him and, I'm just a side girl. Someone in the shadows. Nothing special." I tell him, shrugging. "Side girl? SIDE GIRL?!?" He yells. I see a teacher walking towards us. "Calm down Laurance." I warn. "Calm down? CALM DOWN?!!!? THE GIRL I LOVE HAS CANCER! I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW TIL NOW!  AND, SHE THINKS SHE'S NOTHING!!! AND, YOU'RE TELLING ME TO CALM DOWN? HOW? HIW CAN THAT BE A THING YOU'RE TELLING ME?!?!" He yells, his fist clenching. Kids are gathering around us and, the teacher walks a little quicker. "Laurance... I'm sorry... Ok? I'm sorry I didn't tell you... I just... I just didn't want to cloud you thoughts, worrying about me." I apologize, hoping this would wrap up. " You. Just. ... Its too late to  NOT cloud my thoughts with you. It was too late the moment I laid my eyes on you. Darlene... I love you... Why don't you just accept that?" He almost wailed. "Laurance... I... I love you too.. OK? Just... You... I... It wouldn't-" Im cut off. "It WOULD WORK! I KNOW IT WOULD!" He cries out. "Laurance... Would it work if I was dead? How would you react?" I ask him. "Worse if, you died without dating me... WAIT! DIE? WHEN?!?!!? DARLENE! WHY AM I JUAT LEARNING ALL OFF THIS?!?!!"he yells, outraged. "I... I... I haven't seen you all summer... This is the first time we're talking in person and this is your reaction?" I ask. "YOU, HAVE. CANCER!!!! WHAT ELSE WOULD YOU EXPECT MY REACTION?"He growled. "I... Sigh. You're right... OK? ..." I sigh in defeat before, the teacher came up. "I hear you... Just.. Let's head in the bell's going to ring..." I get up walking to the main door. Garroth walks up to me. "You ok Blade? How the treatment?" He asks carefully. "Meh. Kemo still going on ... Says it helps but.... I really think Its really just killing me slowly..." I admit. Its difficult... And, I gotta go to go to some  stupid meeting, where we have to talk..." I tell him. "Hello, my name is Darlene Arce, and I'm diagnosed with NHL , other known as  Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. And, I'm 15 years old. How are you? I'm fine. Just dying slowly. Though... Everyone dies. Some just quicker than others." I roll my eyes, growling . "Y-you're diagnosed with c-cancer?" A little voice asks. I turn, sliding my hood from my head, and take off my beanie. I look straight into her eyes and reply, "Does, THIS answer your question, Kitty?" I turn as the bell rings, sliding my beanie back on with my hood. I walk into the building, leaving Garroth and the girl speechless. Now, since this is hell... I'll be the devil in flesh. 

Soooooooo... Whatcha' think? Terrible right? Eh. Anyways, got this done. Be greatful. Just... I just wanna say, Darlene is ... Difficult creature.... You'll understand her more as we go on but, yeah... She's different. Well, Blade out. ヽ(=^･ω･^=)丿