Please Say You Love Me

She's all cover in blood, he by her side, life is taking away what he loved the most, the problem, is he never noticed what he had and love, untill the day, life taked her away from him. She's cover in blood, she's dying but she's calm. That's all she wanted to know, she tells him to hold her tight and just let it be, that she is all right, she doesn't feel any pain.

He cries, he doesn't want to let her go, everything was his fault. He holds her, people around, watching this tragic moment. This sad scene he just wanted to be a nightmare. He is loosing her, he can't let it happen. She was such a happy girl, she was always laughing, with a big smile on her face. What no one knew, was that she cryied herself to sleep every night, she had a big sadness behind that smile. She thought about him every day and night, she thought about how he knew how much she loved him, and how he would never love her back.

He never meant to hurt her, he just you didn't love her. She was just a friend to him, a friend who loved him more than anything. And who he was taking for granted, he never thought one day, he would loose her. She was always there for him, she was always besides him, waiting someday he could see her with other eyes. She told him how she felt. He told her that to him she was only a friend. That was the day her world fell apart. She saw everything around her go down. She saw her heart breaking and her tears going down.

Wouldn't it be sad? to love someone who loves someone else. Yeah she felt her world fell apart, she was so sad. It was hard watching him everyday pass through her classroom. Watching him in classes, acting like everything was perfectly fine, and that she was ok with them being "Just Friends" It was hard not to cry or go in tears every time she saw him.

She only got to questions Who was that lucky girl. She was sure it was someone prettier, skinnier an smarter, but, who was her?. The second question was, if she tried hard, if she tried her best, would he ever fall in love with her? Could a guy like him, ever fall in love with a girl like her. She doubt it.

Her faith was over, he started to feel tired of her. He thought she was a crazy girl obssesed with him. He taked her for granted and started to be mean at her. He never thought thoose word could hurt so much, every action he made, make her break a little harder. Each time he saw her he ran away, he made a deeper scar in her heart.

No matter what he did, she was allways there, she was still happy to see him, but now it was different. When she saw him she thought she felt happy, but she knew deep inside, it was killing her. She knew that love needed to stop, but she just didn't knew how.

He was getting tired of her, and he was trying to put distance between them, but he didn't know how much it hurt to her. Each time she was more sure he would never love her. Little by little, she was starting to feel lonely, like if no one undertood, she felt unwanted and sad, the sadness was taking power over her, she knew, now they weren't even friends and that made her want to die. She felt terrbly bad and she felt like if she was nothing.

I know exacly how she felt, Why?, because it was me. Now I am death and he can't see me. I still can see him. I don't know how. It is like if there was a reason why I'm still here, like if there was still something I should see before I go.

I was allways kind of invisible and worthless to this world, but never like this. No one can see me or hear me. I remember almost nothing of my past. It is weird, the only thing I can remember Is him, I can remember every single detail about him our about us, but I can't remember anything else of my life, not even my name. I don't know how I died. I really don't remember what was his name, but I can remember his face like if I had a picture. Like if his picture was in my head and with it all the memories we lived and all the things he made me feel. I can't remember the way I died the only thing I remember of that moment is him, liyng beside my and he didn't wanted to let me go. But why?, why he was so sad if he never loved me. Maybe that's the reason why I'm still here.

Today I saw him, for the way people call him, I guess his name is Sean, there are no questions, it was him, I'm sure it was exactly the guy in my head, in my memories. Suddenly the weirdest thing happen, there was a girl, there was a girl beside him, she looked happy but he was indifferent towards her, he didn't even took a look on her, she was talking like a stupid and he wasn't even listening, It seems like if she was in love with him, and he clearly he didn't care. I guess her name was Emily. She smiled and talked like a fool. That girl even remind me of me.

I decided to follow that girl to her house. She looked familiar to me. It was like if I was watching myself. She had long blond curls down her back, and green beautyful eyes. She was like 16 years old. It was weird, I felt a connection with her, she knew Sean didn't love her, but she was still there waiting someday he might notice her.