He is the one guy who is forbidden to me. The one guy that could ruin it all yet I still love him. My heart wants what it wants but what it wants makes my mind run for the hills. I do not know what to do with these feelings. If I choose him I lose her and if I choose her I lose him. My mind can not handle this mind racking decision yet but my heart has made up its mind. Ironic isn't it.
