We can fix this (NovaHD)

Chapter 5: Not Your Fault

*James' P.O.V*

*Aleks and James go to sleep together with little talk and are now back in Dr.Welch's therapy room*

"So, we have down here that you boys had gotten together, had your first date, and told James' Mother about you two and she did not approve. What do we have next in this time line?" Dr.Welch looked over his notes then up at us.

I sigh lightly and mutter, "We didn't do much after that. Just kind of, continued snuggling, visiting eachother, all that couple stuff. It had been another month before we could finally rebuild our relationship confidence to finally tell the guys, until Jordan got into it."

*Flashback*

We lay in bed smiling at eachother. I had just woken up to him singing in my ear lightly.

"Today's the day." I smiled at him. He didn't hesitate at smiling back. We really felt confident about this. We haven't brought up anything about my mother since it happened, which I could care less about. Me and Aleks were happy together. That's all that mattered. I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek before getting up and putting on some jeans, a t-shirt, and a jacket. Once I finished, I saw Aleks messing with his hair as he had put on a t-shirt and some skinny jeans. I walk over to him and give him a tight hug and a kiss on the forehead. I see him blush in the mirror lightly and I let go to go downstairs. Aleks had stayed the night at my house last night, not for sex, just for hanging out. We both agreed we wanted to wait on fully giving eachother ourselves until the time is right. I quickly grab a poptart and open the package. Aleks had began to walk down the steps as I threw a poptart from my pack to him.

"Poptarts," he smiles, "Breakfast of champions." I giggle and finish up my poptart, anxious on how our friends will react to us. I walk towards the front door and yell over to Aleks.

"Hey! You ready?" He pops up from around the corner with a nervous face. I sigh, "Oh, baby. It'll be okay." I embrace him in a hug, waiting for his body to relax. I feel his shoulders slowly get heavier as he untenses them. I pull away and grab his face, "It will be okay. We'll always be together, remember?" I gave him a peck on the nose and I finally got that bright smile out of him. Naturally, I smile back and began to walk towards the door and out to the car, holding onto Aleks' hand. I open the passenger door for him, as he blushes and gets in. I jog around the car to the driver's side, got inside, and started the car, making my way to the creature house, with all the other guys.

The drive there was just talking about what we'll record in the near future and a few duets. We pull up to the house and sit there for a minute, holding hands. I exchange him a small smile of hope and he gives me a nervous smile right back. We get out of the car and walk to the door. I knock and take a deep breath, Jordan answers.

"Hey boys! We were waiting for you two to come here. James, I have to talk to you and Aleks, Eddie needs to talk to you."

"Jordan, we actually need to discuss something to all of you." I huff out.

"Well, that can be done as soon as I get done talking to you." He pulls me inside and to his room. Closing the door behind us. I sat down on his bed waiting for an explanation.

"What the fuck, Jordan? What is so god damn important?!" He turned around swiftly after closing the door and slowly started making his way towards me.

"Well, you see, James," he got face to face with me and put both of his hands on my knees, "I've liked you for a while now, and-" Before he could finish his own sentence, Jordan smashed his lips to mine. I was in pure, utter shock. I definitely wasn't liking it. I only like Aleks' kisses. Jordan began to make the kiss rougher as I frantically tried to pull away and move my way up the bed, but he just climbed over top of me, straddling my lap. He forced his tongue into my mouth and I lay there furious. I put my hands on his shoulders trying to push him away, but this only set him off more. He began to feel my chest up and down, slowly going lower with every stroke on my chest. Fuck this. I need Aleks, now.

*Aleks' P.O.V*

*Right after James was pulled away by Jordan*

"Eddie, what the hell is Jordan's problem? Me an James really needed to make an important announcement to you guys and he just pulled him away from me." I was a little angry, but let it go. It can wait a couple minutes.

"Oh, you didn't hear?" Eddies looked up from his phone.

"No...Why? What's happening?"

"Okay, so, don't tell anyone else, but Jordan said he had a crush on someone and he needed help to tell them. I gave him the advice he wanted and I begged him to tell me who he liked. He said he liked James." He smiled at the end. "I'm so happy for the cute couple. I really hope James likes him back!"

I was frozen. I could barely even mutter, "Where, the fuck, is Jordan and James?" I was so enraged. I needed to stop Jordan before he takes James from me.

"In Jordan's room. Why?"

Without answering, I stomp up the stairs, in a rush, and open Jordan's bedroom door to find that he is pretty much raping my boyfriend. He pulls away quickly when I open the door.

"Aleks, please. Help." James whimpers underneath him.

Alright. That does it. I snapped. Hearing James call for help made my anger flow through to my fists as I take Jordan by his hoodie, and slam him against a wall.

"A-A-Aleks. I'm sorry. Don't hurt me." Jordan was shaking in fear. Serves him right.

"Don't you ever, ever touch my boyfriend again." I spit in his face.

His face changes from fear to depression once I said "boyfriend" and I let him go, causing him to fall to the ground. We both go to James' room and sit, snuggling eachother. We both sit there in silence for the longest time.

"What did he do to you?" I slowly said the words, hoping I didn't say them too soon.

"He just kissed me and felt me up." He sobbed into my shoulder. He has been crying ever since the incident. "I'm sorry." James muttered into my shoulder. I rubbed his back and head, whispering that it wasn't his fault in his ear, as he slowly cried himself to sleep. I lay there almost asleep when i hear a knock on the door. I ignored it in my half asleep state. The visitor opened the door and I could barely hear them, before I fell asleep, say, "I am so sorry. I hope I didn't ruin your guy's relationship. I talked to the guys and we all support you guys as a couple. I'm so sorry."

*End Flashback*

Dr.Welch scribbled something in his journal and simply said, "What next?"

We looked at eachother, smiled and said, "Our second date." But, we both thought 'our first time.'

(A/N SHORT CHAPTER CAUSE I'M MEAN. I WANTED TO MAKE ANOTHER QUICK CHAPTER SINCE I WON'T BE ON AT ALL REALLY TOMORROW. SO THIS IS WHAT YOU GET.)