Random Things

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Ok I'm gonna get emotional for a sec.
If you don't know, my parents aren't together. And my mom has a boyfriend I'm not that fond of and my dad drinks and does things I'd not like to talk about at the moment.
I wrote a bunch of poems about my dad so I'm gonna put them in this chapter.

1st one

My heart aches, dad,
For the things you won't do
My soul breaks, dad,
For all that we've been through

I fear it's too late, dad,
To mend my broken heart
I'm so full of hate, dad,
I don't know where to start

You took away my hope, dad,
That I would ever be loved
And now I'm left to cope, dad,
As I watch you love your son

I want to scream and yell, dad
But I fear my voice will crack
I want so much to tell you, dad,
That I can't always take you back

Please listen to my words, dad
For they are all that I can say
I want you to treat me like I'm yours, dad
And not just throw me away

2nd one

Broken
You broke my trust for you
Just as you broke your promises
You broke my love for you
Just as you can break a twig
You smashed my heart into a million pieces
Just as you can give a shirt a thousand creases
So now you got me broken inside
Sometimes now I just want to hide

You never cared for me that's why I feel broken
And you know that I'm not at all joking
You never loved me
That's why I'm choking up with tears
You never listened to me
It's like you didn't have ears

Your heart is cold; it's always been pitch black
And now you made my heart have a huge crack
Whenever I stood up
You shoved me back down
You always acted like I wasn't around
And when I had the guts to say something
You only ignored me
That's why sunshine
Is something you'll never see
That's also why you'll never be
Like a father to me

Whenever I spoke up you hushed me
Whenever I told you something you shushed me
That's why I'm leaving you behind
But unfortunately only in my mind

Yea that's all of them. Idk what next chapters gonna be about but we'll see

Bye