When We Have Each Other

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You make it so easy for me to want to say "I love you" as I hang up.

Do I love you? I don't think I'm there yet...but if I was, who's to say that it's too soon? I won't tell you until I know for sure.. Until I know you feel the same too.

My goodness.

I get this feeling in the pit of my stomach when you speak and it makes me feel warm.
Whether it be lust or even endearment, I enjoy the moment because it was given by you.

I traced every utterance and every syllable of your farewell with my memory; hoping to not forget the exact feeling that you lit inside of me with each sweet word.

If I let my mind wander, it could go places.

Sinful places.