What have I done? (A 1D and Cher Lloyd fanfic)

What have I done? (A 1D and Cher Lloyd fanfic) part 5:

HERE IT IS!! CHAPTER 5. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH TO THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE HUNG AROUND FOR THIS, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!

*Cher’s POV*

I stare into the mirror, I knew it would be a bad idea to come to Louis' party tonight. When Harry grabbed my hand, his eyes.. he was remembering that one night. The night none of us have ever mentioned since it happened. The night the rumours came out. So, you see, Louis and I have been best friends for around 3 years. And we've liked eachother for about 18 months. 12  months ago, a couple months after Harry and I started dating, Louis and I went out for dinner together, STRICTLY AS FRIENDS. It was clear between Louis and I that we bothed liked each other, a lot. Louis made a move on me, we kissed. That's absolutely all it was. And we were pretty off our faces at the time anyway. But the paparazzi were there, the paparazzi are always everywhere. They saw me and Louis, and of course they made it out to be so much more than it was. They took photographs of the incident and within minutes it was all over the web. I ran out of the restaurant in a hurried fluster, Louis close after me. Once we were far enough away he pulled the car over on the side of the dimly lit highway. I looked over at him, mascara tainted tears staining my face, 

"What do we do now?" I asked him, my voice breaking.

Louis silenced my sob with a gentle kiss on the lips, I pulled away and stared him in the eyes.

"I love you. Cher" he said.

I was shocked, I didn't say anything, and he started up the car again. 

I got home to 2 texts from Harry and 3 missed calls.

The texts read 

Cher?? What happened tonight?? What the paps caught wasn't real was it?

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Cher?! Answer me for fucks sake. What's with you and Louis??

I didn't want to call him but I knew it was the right thing to do, the only thing to do. This was when I still loved Harry.

"Harry?" I croaked quietly

"CHER! Where the fuck have you been?? What happened tonight?!"

"Harry, please, don't yell at me. I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. It was a mistake, and I know you might not believe me but it honestly was nothing. We just had a few too many drinks and it got a bit out of hand. You know how Louis feels about me, but you also know that I certainly do not feel the same towards him" that last bit being a blatant lie, not that Harry had, or has, any clue.

Harry forgave me after that and everything was ok between us. It took a bit more work for him to forgive Louis but they're good now.

I used to be madly in love with Harry but that's died off now, it doesn't excite me as much as it used to. But I guess I'm a lot more grownup than I was when we first started dating. My love for Louis however has grown, his love for me has too. I really know that I should end things Harry but I really don't know how to, I don't want to break the boys up. I know that Harry still hasn't completely forgiven Louis for that one night, but they have definitely put it behind them. Well that's what I thought, until I saw that look in Harry's eyes tonight. He must've seen the look Louis and I shared between each other.. 

I refocus my gaze back to myself in the mirror, slow, silent tears slip down my face and I quickly brush them away. I guess I better go back out and socialize before they wonder where I am.

I walk back into the lounge, the boys had resumed to their places on the couches, beer bottles in hand. They all look up at me

"You ok Cher bear?" Louis asks, not giving Harry a chance to ask it first. I see Harry shoot a sideways glare at Louis, but no one else noticed it. 

"Yeah, I'm fine." I replied, not sure I convinced them though as Niall had a slight sympathetic look on his face.

I sat down next to Harry and he wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me in to cuddle him. The boys fell back into conversation and I just sat back admiring their friendship..

*Soo, chapter 5! Please comment and vote, I really appreciate it. Also if you would like anything in particular to happen in this story don't be afraid to ask me about it and I'll try work it into the storyline. I'm open for any readers input and constructive criticism! Will think about uploading chapter 6 tomorrow, all depends on how many reads/votes/comment this gets overnight. Thanks for reading! xo*