I lay awake at night .. think of what to do .. all felt so heavy .. what if people do not like my work this time .. how if many people do not like my songs or even forget about me because I have long since disappeared ..
The sound of weeping peanut interrupted my daydreams ..
"what you wake up dear?"
cries subsided after I had hugged her ..
"What do you want me to accompany you to sleep? ok. I will do that .. I feel tired now"
My baby boy stared at me for a moment .. his gaze makes my heart calm .. "Are you ok mom?" He said
"I'm fine baby"
"Love you mom"
"I love you too! I survived until today is because of you. Thank you've made it all better"
And kiss his cheek and lips already. I sang lullaby song .. he fell asleep quickly .. I looked at this little angel's face is peaceful and beautiful.. I shed tears and said "thank god .. you give me these wonderful things .. help me to be the greatest mother she ever had .. I love my son so much more than I love my self.. I love you baby"
I kissed his forehead and hugh him so tightly and try to close my eyes .. Hope all goes well tomorrow..
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