Ex BFF who nearly got me killed

(Part 1) Ex BFF who nearly got me killed

(Not literally killed just I died inside)
One day I told my Ex BFF Carmina that I had a crush on a guy in school only for a little while and she kept on blabbing about it and whenever we pass by him she pushes me but I don't get mad that much cause before when I got mad there were some drama so I just did not get mad when my brothers passed by she shout a certain phrase OMG REALLY YOU LIKE ----- I thought my brother won't mind but I was so wrong to think that nothing would happened

A different day (few months later)
I accidentally made his drink fall cause he was carelessly driving his bike not looking on the road so I offered to replace it then my younger brother when to the store to get a new drink but it was coffee flavored so my older brother got mad cause the one hat fell was chocolate he said to buy again a new one I was like WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM he got mad and he told me to buy a new one I went inside the house to tell my mom about the problem I said he's ungrateful and thing he was listening through the door than he suddenly opens the door in anger and says the name of my crush than my mom find out its was on a Saturday I kept on crying cuz my mom might tell my dad until I cry myself to sleep the next day thinking in my head I nearly got cut by a knife cause of overthinking too much I suffer from anxiety and depression and it was hard from not all my family knows hat I sometimes suffer from depression which is hard to live with than ..........

Monday.....
Still over thinking went to talk to my friend Carmina she dosen't know about it yet but she was acting like a FRECKING bitch for no F...ing reason which got me pissed AF I went to the bathroom to burst out my tears and suddenly I burst during class which wasn't supposed to happen I asked the teacher if I could go to the restroom but she did not allow me cause I was gonna cry at rest room cause I know my classmates I know what would happen one word "DRAMA" I've been there not pretty so my the next class was science my teacher asked why I was crying I told her the reason and she talked to my brother WHICH DID NOT HELP IT JUST GOT WORSED I tried ignoring him I don't even know if I could talk to him anymore till this day my relationship with my brother broke cause of her I guess being friends with her was a mistake not just a mistake A BIG MISTAKE .......

THE REASON WHY IT GOT WORSE........

SOON PART 2 ......