Joe Sugg Imagines

Rejection

~In this imagine, Joe still lives with Caspar~
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I was walking across the lonely streets of London, quite tired to be honest with you, but I felt like this needed to be done now.

Tonight was the night. The night I confess my feelings to my best friend, Joe sugg. On the way to his house I could feel the butterflies in my stomach, what if he doesn't like me back? I questioned myself. What happens then? I tried to put the negative things aside, but it's true, what WOULD I do then? After that little talk I had with myself, I arrived at Joe's house and knocked on his door.

"Oh, hey y/n, what's up?A very sleepy Joe said, I could tell he was confused as to why I was here at 12:00 pm, but I had to tell him now, or else I would not be able to live with myself. "Hey Joe, I was wondering if I could come in for a sec, I have to tell you something." Joe nodded as a sign of him telling me I could come in, once we sat down on his couch, I started to get that nervous feeling again. What happens if he doesn't like me back? Would we still be friends? Well, I'm about to find out.

"So, what did you want to tell me y/n?" Joe says " Well there's no easy way for me to tell you this since we've been friends for so long but, uh, I like you Joe. I really, really do." I said with my eyes closed

"oh, y/n there's no easy way for me to say this either but, I have a girlfriend." "What!" I say in disbelief, "how come you never told me this Joe, why would you keep this as a secret?!"

"Look, y/n I'm sorry, but there's nothing that I can do. I love her." " does anyone else know about this Joe? Did you just want to keep this away from me?" I say feeling hurt " All of my friends know about this. Look I'm sorry, I didn't want to tell you because I knew you would feel hurt." " Well keeping it as a secret hurt me more. Goodbye Joe." I say as I walk out of his house and back on to the not so busy streets of London.

As I'm walking home I have words running around in my head. Why would he keep this away from me? When did they start dating? I wonder what she looks like, and all that crap. After 15 horrible minutes of walking and talking to myself, I got back home, but I didn't go to bed because I couldn't stop thinking about what Joe said. So I took a shower. Whenever I'm having a bad day, I take a shower to calm myself down. So I hopped right on in there for a solid 15 minutes. Once I finished, I decided it would be a good idea to go to bed, relax and just forget about what happened, even if I knew that I would never forget.
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Hëllo Evëryonë! Hope you enjoyed the first part of Rejection. I know it was kinda short, but I'll make it longer next time. I'll try to update as soon as possible, working on the next part right now (*˘︶˘*)