My mind wanders
My heart falters
Who am I? You ask
I am no one, because that is how I feel
I feel alone...worthless
That is what I see in their eyes "you are worthless"
You do not understand, you will not listen
I am lost
I kept the demons away, but now I am weak
I can't fight them away any longer
You have made me weak and now I can't find myself
This is my cry for help, so help me
You think we are all alike, we think alike
I AM NOT YOU
You are wrong
You say life is worth living
You are wrong
Keep telling me about your hardships and problems
What about me?
Am I just the one who listens?
Am I the one to fix the problems? To make you feel better?
How do I help you when I can't even help myself
I feel like myself again
I feel better
But every time I feel like I'm getting better the darkness returns
It blinds me....
You see me smile now? I have worked hard to make it look convincing
I am a shadow of my former self
I am gone
When parts of me slowly return, they just get ripped away again
I can't stay...
Guys please don't judge me..this is about growth for me and others. I am hear to listen if anyone is feeling some type of way..I have conquered, it is not impossible
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Hard times..
PoetryThis is just some things I wrote when I needed to voice my thoughts and feelings...I had a very rough time last year and I just want to share this so people can understand that they are not alone, and I am here to listen if you need to talk. This i...
