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Hey ladies or men.
In zero Manson.
I love music! I listen to 5sos,mcr,gd,bvb,fir,ptv and more!
I'm emo/scene if that's what ya want to say.
I'm 17 and live with my abusive mom that's also a drunk who loves barely being at home sleeping with other men!
When she is home she orders me to do stuff but if I make a simple mistake.....it gets bad.
I had to go to the hospital a couple times because her and I had to make up a stupid excuse to not throw my mom in jail and when she comes back beat me like a slave from 1890's-1960's or when ever.
I lost a lot of my friends because of me self harming and the lack of food I eat but I got better at eating and I eat well now.
I live in New York.
I did have a brother and a sister.
Joshua 18 and Claire 15.
They left because they couldn't stand it anymore. So they just left me without a worming.
I could run away if I wanted but what's the use?
My dad left a long time ago. Pretty sure he's dead!
My dad was an awesome guy! His name was mark and he cared for the three of us it's just.. My mom got a little to out of hand and started to do a lot of drugs! He wanted to take us but for some odd reason my mom won our guardianship at court.
I miss my dad. And he died by a drunk man and he got shot 6 times for no reason.

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