Apologies

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It's easier to say I'm sorry when you're not the one who's hurting
It's better to tell of your feelings before things go a bit too deep

I haven't told you how great of a girl you are
Reason being I'm caught up between trying to please everyone and trying not to distract you
What you have is something I value
I personally know what it's like to loose something that's so precious as that
That's why I'm not letting it happen
I want to know you stand your ground
I don't want to be your distraction
I don't want to be the reason those who love you don't stick around

My desire to love is high but I'm willing to hold it if you will be the one without a single distraction

It's hard to focus when you're not around
Long distance relationships have never been my thing
Add that to the fact that I've never been in a relationship
So to me, it's a scary start

We don't talk as often as I'd want us
I really want it so bad but I can't tell where to start

I'm blaming you for not knowing what to say
I like you
And you have to understand with me that I'm crazed sometimes
I'm scared of starts but I want to tell you that once I've held your hand totally, I'm never letting you walk back

I don't want this thing to end between us before I give us a chance
And I know we'll work when we're there
I just need you by my side
I need you by me
I need you to be the one to believe in me
I will in you too
I'm a thousand steps away from giving up on you
I won't take those steps
I need you
Let's work this out

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