Sad Stories

Help

I stand in the middle of the street while it's down pouring. My face is full of tears but you can't really see. I watch as you walk away like nothing happened. You came to my house to tell me that you found someone better who cares for you, who helps you, you loves you more than I could ever. I busted into tears when you said "We're done" and you just walk away. I sit on the ground looking at the cloud who are dark black. I get up soaked and walk home. I walk in only to see my mom. "Honey what's wrong?" She asks concerned "Nothing mom" I walk upstairs to my room to change my wet clothes.

I grab my razor that I promised you I would never use again and put it to my thigh. "1 cut, 2 cut, 3 cut, 4. How much pain do I need to make anymore" I sang to myself quietly. My leg was full of blood by now but I don't really care. All my pain has washed away by now and I just watch the blood trickle down my leg. Watching as my pain flowed down. My head started to hurt from all the crying so I decided to take a nap.

I go into the bathroom and wash off my leg when I hear a knock on my bedroom door. I put my pants back on and open the door. It wasn't you. I wish it was you holding me and telling me everything will be alright. It was only my mother. "Honey, you have school in the morning. It's time to get some rest" She says softly. I nod and head back to the bathroom that is connected to my room. I finish cleaning off my leg and head to my bed. I look over to see the pictures of us smiling and laughing. All those bring back memories so I burst into tears. I crawl into a ball and just cry.

I hear a small knock on my door and my little brother walks in. "I saw what you did" He says in a whisper "What?" I ask him "I saw you hurt yourself. You changed sissy. But I read books on this and I think you want to die" He says with tears forming in his eyes "Why do you say that?" I ask once more "You have been so sad and you want to die cause I can see it in your eyes. But sissy if you ever decide to die, please never forget me. Please just go and be happy." He says crying. I grab him and hug him. 

When he left I decided that's exactly what I'm going to do. I wait till I can hear my mom snoring. I go to the garage and grab the rope. I take it to my room and go to the closet. I tied the rope to the top of the hangers and put it around my neck. "I will never forget you baby brother. I love you" I say and step off the chair. The rope tightens around my neck making it hard to breathe but I'm loving it more than ever.  I breathe my last breathe "Help" and everything went dark.