Tattooed Heart // Nariana

Chapter 14

Ariana's POV

It's unbelievable how you can be happy one second, and before you know it, everything is upside down.

I was still standing there like an idiot, thinking that Niall would come back, and hugged me, and tell me everything is okay, wipe my years with his soft and warm hands.

But he is not going to come back he is gone, I'm wouldn't blame his if he hates me. I mean, I use our song, the we wrote together, played together, I used it with a boy that Niall hates! and he is right if I would I actually cared nothing of this would of happen!

But I do care.

I love him. Today I wasn't sure if I actually did love him or not but I do, I've always had. but 'I love you' it's a hard word to say to somebody that means so much to you sometimes.

I walked in my house and saw the boys of One Direction only 4/5 of them, oh how I wish he was here, and the girls standing in one side of the room.

And the others were at the other side sending death glares to each other.

"Ari! what happen?" Eleanor asked while giving me a hug

I pulled away trying to hide that I was crying, even though that was impossible.

I looked up to face El, she knew why I was crying they all did.

"I think you all need to leave now, I really don't feel like having a party anymore" I said not trying to make eye contact with anybody

Liam came up to me and hugged me, and smile and left

Than Nathan came up to me "Ariana are you okay?" I just nodded "okay all of you leave! I'm going to stay with Ariana"

Like what?

"No" I said and he looked at me with a confuses look

"What?"

"I said no! I want you to leave me, if you think you and I would ever have a chance well to bad! cause the only person I'm crazy for is Niall! now leave!" I just ran upstairs to my room a slam the door, I cried on my pillow, I don't know what do anymore.

I though about all the good times I had with Niall, at the mall, talking about random things, getting stuck on the room with him, and then putting ice cream and Nutella all over our friends, I also though about my dream the other day, the one with ice cream mountains and Nutella rivers, and that everything stared melting away, when I saw Niall saying 'you ne'er cared' just like today and his eyes weren't sparkling like always, just like today, I notice when he was leaving his eyes were cold blue, not like that beautiful blue he always has when he is happy.

I wonder if I would ever see that sparkle again.

Of course I will! he is going to find someone better than me!

I just felt like crying and dying in a hole

I didn't want to anybody else, only him, the boy who makes blush for everything he says to me, I just want him.

Niall

Only Niall.

A week later

It's been a week since the last time I saw Niall, it feels like years without seeing his perfect eyes, hearing his beautiful laugh, his voice.

He hasn't text me called me, nothing.

The boys had text me, saying things like 'hope you doing alright' 'we miss you' to he honest I miss those idiots a lot! but mostly Niall.

All of the girls text me everyday, they always try to cheer me up, but there's no way I could be happy again, I might sound to dramatic I know, but I don't feel like being happy, I just to be in Niall's arms now.

I checked my phone to see of he had text me or something.

Nope, nothing not even 'hi'

I notice I had a message from Liam

Li :)

Hey Ari! The boys and I just want it you to know that we are leaving New York right now, and we will be there tomorrow for the movie premier! you are coming...right?

I totally forgot about the premier, that they envied me, and Niall was going to text me the detail, but he never did, and never will.

To: Li :)

Erm... Idk

From: Li :)

Oh c'mon Ariana! We really want you to come! I promice you won't have to talk to Niall

To: Li :)

Fine! only because I'm feeling like watching a movie, and I want to laugh! so the movie better be funny!

From: Li :)

YES!!! Im so Batman! I can do anything!

To: Li :)

You idiot! See you tomorrow! Xx

It was almost midnight so I better go to sleep cause I'm so tired.

I can't believe I'm going to see Niall tomorrow, even if I don't talk to him I still wanna see his face, his eyes.

There I am dreaming about Niall.again

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Okay I promise ill have the next chapter done by tomorrow, maybe...

And again this is a fan fiction, so ariana didn't actually go to the premier, and I know the movie came out first than Ariana's album, so again a fan fiction...but I wish it was true!

#narianaforever

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