Heartbroken

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Me and JJ follow them silently and they walk into Simons room and we look through the crack of the door. " Simon I love you" he smiles and she kisses him and I feel every thing in my body shatter I get up and walk into JJ's room and locking the door and just crying uncontrollably. Why am I even crying I don't like Simon or do I well since I'm crying i think I don't just like Simon I love Simon but of course my best friend gets to him before me. I hear JJ knock on the door begging me to let him in and I do.

"JJ make it stop my heart hurts whatDo I do?" I just hug him crying " JJ can you take me home?" He nods and takes me home I pack my bags and go to a hotel until I find somewhere to live

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"JJ make it stop my heart hurts what
Do I do?" I just hug him crying " JJ can you take me home?" He nods and takes me home I pack my bags and go to a hotel until I find somewhere to live. I found this cute small flat and I purchase it. I grab my bags and move to the apartment that's not to far away from the hotel. I get a call from JJ telling me to come over and I do. I fetch a taxi and get to the house in a couple of minutes. I knock on the door and a smiling Simon opens the door. He hugs me tightly and doesn't let go until I pull away and then his smile slowly fades away. " where's JJ?" " I'm not telling you until you tell me why you have been ignoring me" " I have been ignoring you because you made out with my best friend." " oh so your mad about that but we aren't dating why are you mad?" That's a good question why am I mad is it because I love him but when I saw them kiss I felt like I lost my other half so I think I love Simon much more then I realize. I didn't want to tell him that so I shoved passed him and saw "her". " hey Alyssa where have you been I didn't see any of your stuff when I came home" " well that's because I moved out because I couldn't live with a bitch" I mumbled the last part. Simon grabbed my wrist and pulled
Me into his room. "What do you want Simon" " we need to talk." " no go talk to your girlfriend." " we aren't dating" I just looked away refusing to look into his eyes because if I do I'll cry because of seeing him with another girls breaks me apart. He grabs my chin forcing me to look at him. " why are you so upset do you like me or something." He said in a deep hushed voice and tbh it kind
Of turned me on. " yeah you know what I love you Simon but obviously your too dumb to realize good bye". And with that I walk out of the room and back
To my house knowing he will show up here tomorrow.

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