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4.) May

So its may 8th already and i skipped school to hang out with my mom and get my haircut, i walked in the barber and I seen a cute lightskin boy short with little feet looking fresh asf😍😏 he was sitting right across from me , but something was different about him , I swear i had seen him before so i went through my kik and I scrolled past the kik name EMW  I clicked on his pic and it was the same boy i was sitting across from😂😏 sooo i kikd him wyd just to make sure when i left and his smart ass mouth gone tell kik me back "nigga you just seen what im doing" 😂 at that moment i knew I wanted that smart ass mouth to be mine. The day went on and my friends Gina was having a birthday party and it was frl lit..we all laughed and had a great night until my other friend Kelsie lil ugly boyfriend called complaining about her being a bad girlfriend and a bitch for wearing a crop top. i swear none of our friends liked her little racist ass boyfriend but we loved her so we put up with him .. For about two hours of the party most of us stayed in the basement cussing him out and laughing 😂 kelsie cried alot but she was good. At that moment they already knew i was gay and that brought me gina and kelsie close asf ... I got home and that night I kept kiking Eric trying and trying but he wasn't budging 😏lol he was still mad at me for being dry in the beginning... So one night i wasnt doing so well , so many emotions rushing through my head,  I had alot going on with my mom and I asked if he was awake and he wasnt but the morning after he kikd me back and asked if i was okay , we continued to talk that all that monday and a big storm came 😏 we kikd back and forth constantly through that storm he was alone and i felt sick asf not being able to just chill and make him less scared... yeah that may sound corny but frl i wanted to comfort my lil nigga.