No One Likes You *Ben Bruce/Austin Carlile Story*

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I'm Alli Quinn.
Just another girl, you think. I am Kellin Quinn's little sister. You must think it's the best thing in the WHOLE WORLD! Well it's not. First of all Kellins a bitch! I hate him and I never ever liked him. The reason I hate my dad is because he made us spend 'quality time' together. But it would just end up with Kellin and I screaming at eachother. He would call me names. Hit me. Thats why I cut myself. He doesn't know. I'm good at hiding things. I have anxiety and depression. I have pills for them but I don't take them. With everything that is wrong with me is caused by Kellin. He's just.. ugh. For my birthday he would go out with a friend or give me something I already had and wrap it up. He's always been like this, I don't know what I did to him that made him hate me. We just never really got along. We NEVER did, just fighting with eachother. I would have broses and red marks on my skin at the end of almost every single day. That's why I was happy when his band got signed to a record label. He wasn't home as much. He was 20 by the time he got signed and I don't know why he didn't move out earlier. I guess he just liked hurting me. The only person I really like in the band is Justin because he talks to me ALOT and I talk back. The other guys tried talking to me but I just nodded yes or no or shrugged. There was something different about Justin that I liked about him and I was glad I met him. By the time I was 15 I stopped talking to people completely. A word never slipped my mouth since. Everyone knows I will only talk to Justin since he does understand me. I have a lot of disorders. I didn't want to tell you yet but I want to be honest. There are so many I can't name them all. I take about 10 pills in one day, I hate it. I blame Kellin. He's the reason I am a fuck up. I basically hate myself, I am ugly and fat. Kellin says so too. He would tell me that every single day. I get told alot that I am beautiful but I just dont see it, and clearly Kellin doesnt either. I'm sowwy I like to talk a lot but bye! It's getting late!!
~Alligator
That's my diary. I barely use it, but today I felt like writing something down. Now it is getting late so I get changed into an OM&M shirt and some shorts. I think about my best friend Amber and hope she is okay. In 2 weeks we head off to Warped Tour. And honestly I am freaked the hell out. What I see Kellin? While thinking I dose off into a peaceful sleep. :)


So of course Kellin is nothing like this. I hope you like the first chapter!! I'll update soon